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The sky-high graduation day

2005-10-21T15:47:00.000+08:00

The day which is awaited finally arrives...

yet, when the time has come, we can't bear to wave goodbye...

why(must all things come to an end)?

the periods before recess are great. chia the great showed us magic tricks neh! mdm rafidah pontang her lessons.

then it was the graduation day!

we stood on the chair, arms around each other and sang songs! "keep shining..."

then the 5NA started to scramble to the stage. and don't know why the others followed suit. so bo bian, FOLLOW!! then so awkward. no lyrics and must stupidly sing along.

then kris led the girls of 4c to hug mr ng. lol, he rejected us lor. then the others also ran down the stage. somehow i think we are like wu tou chang ying(headless flies).

then photo-taking sessions. cheers. and makan! 4c is the laksa gang. nicole the laksa auntie =D

went home and prepared to go WCP for bbq.
the chicken wings were yummy.
stayed at mac to play poker cards and ou tong xiao!

Bless me with good health and weet-o-weet figure

2005-10-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

*daze*

I just slipped onto my doggie sweater and track pants. I'm under the weather and all that stress.
my throat is sore and nothing can quench my thirst.

can even drink 3/4 of a bottle of water and still wanting more. However, I did not gulp too much water because I heard the news of someone who actually get hospitalised for drinking too much h20 at one go.

(ps. I just wore my socks too. should I wear my gloves too?)

BUT,BUT, I cannot CANNOT fall sick right now! I cant afford to be down with fever! I still need to go for bio and comb sci practical on tues and thurs respectively. i still gotta study gotta mug. even though i went shopping last nite with chloe =p, guess it's my bao ying. but, does studying have to be like locked in your room, cut off from the external world, no tv, no internet, no hp, no no no everything? That's plain memorising. maybe i'm just jealous of the sour grape.

these days I have been having dreams about me attending prom nite. lol, it's hilarious. In the dream I'm been finding everything, planning everything, but still feel that something's missing.

tml's marking day and we do not need to go school =D. bt nobody will be at home, which means no hot piping breakfast. but only ba zhang and strawberry ice-cream which are extremely fattening. How I wish there'll be hot piping toasted bread delivered to my door. aww.

everyone, hang on, it'll be over soon =D. our baby will be born!

2005-10-07T21:18:00.000+08:00

went to cut hair @ xquisite after remedial..

and here's the before & after:

not sure should be happy or sad.. finally i don't need to clip that irritating long fringe, yet the fringe now looks weird. and i requested it. i wanted it to slant downwards, but not what the hairdresser thought i meant. hecks, it'll grow longer soon!

L1R5 i got 2322 (forgot comb. science got moderated one grade)! u tell me go where leh.

jia you jia you for 'O's!
i have to do tons of papers over this weekend.. boohoo ='(

2005-09-30T15:42:00.000+08:00

today suffered a great blow! took back papers and mostly are quite under my expectation or maybe it's because i didnt do revision earlier.

chinese i got 67.5/80.. at first i was quite disappointed la. but when QY converted to 100%, i'm quite satisfied. but hell, i think need to add mid yr's oral and listening compre marks, cham cham!

then A maths paper 1 was the greatest stab. guess what? 17/80. jia lat rite? A maths 2 was abit better, 39/80.. is there improvement?
E maths paper 1 is good, 67/80. bt i guess almost everyone did quite gd too. only the first section of paper 2 was given back and i got 29/32. i should be thanking my tuition teacher too bah, else like ingrate =p

bio practical got 27/40, dont know why my graph got one mark deducted though. the MCQ got 27/40 too.

Eng compre without summary i got 14.5/25. hope my compo and functional writing did not get marked down too much. hmm..

today mr ng dressed so formal! chem practical got 11/15, but went to get one mark which makes it 12 i think =D but my chem paper is one of the papers i'm truly not confident in. k la, admit i did last minute revision.

i failed geog elective! 20/50! stupid. the rain-fed method question i got 0 marks. marker's commented: ATQ, answer the question. wonder who marked this.
SS SBQ: 15/25. looking at the written paper, i'm surprised at how neat my handwriting can be even writing SS. but i've learn my lesson, my geog paper is so untidy, muahaha, scarly that's why i lost so much marks. =X

when mr chia came in to tell us our EM 1 mark, he start talking about the 'drop AM' topic.. then ms E showed the infamous expression again. duuhh.

yesterday's kbox session was low, semi-high, and 3 quarter-high. never ever try the curry chicken, delifrance is better.
then went class outing @ pizza hut. the salad lunch set is alright. i love the calamari rings and the strawberry fizz! however, some of the vegetable is too bitter. muz shen zhong shen ming again, the 4 pink panthers unanimously wore pink.

then went to somerset to find gor. walked walked ard cineleisure. i did not want to catch a movie coz it will be too late liao. but i wanna watch corpse bride! then went to da esplanade, and gor asked so many questions that made me dumbfounded, and have also cause me some changes in my decision. lol, my gor doesnt know hw to get to the rooftop terrance of esplanade, quick quick laugh! stupid gor, say i look like elmo. i'm going to jian fei to prove u wrong! humph!

lalalala lalalala elmo's world~

Eight Mood Boosters for Your Job

2005-09-28T14:32:00.000+08:00

(i know it's abit too late for prelims, but there's still Os! source:msn.com)

Food Solutions

Nothing can sap your strength or put you in a funk faster than stress from work. If you've been feeling down even as you climb up the corporate ladder, try these easy ways to feel happier, calmer, and refreshed from 9 to 5.

1. Drink water.
Did you know dehydration can make you feel sluggish and depressed? Be sure to drink plenty of water throughout the day. Recent studies show you don't need all of the eight glasses a day formerly prescribed by doctors and nutritionists, but drink enough to satisfy your thirst, and then some. Consider replacing your soda and juice with water, too. One easy solution: keep a big bottle of water at your desk and make several trips to the water cooler to refill it. (Use a container that is meant to be reused, like a Rubbermaid or Nalgene bottle. Some lightweight plastic containers break down after several uses and can cause you to consume harmful contaminants.)

2. Eat healthy snacks.
Instead of a chocolate bar from the vending machine for your 3:00 pick-me-up, snack on apples, low-fat yogurt, or carrots with peanut butter. If trail mix appeals to you, try this mood-boosting recipe: mix walnuts, almonds, lightly toasted pumpkin seeds, and raisins together in a large container for a week's worth of snacking. These mineral-rich mini meals will give you plenty of power to stay focused and alert all afternoon.

3. Avoid heavy foods and alcohol at business lunches.
It's tempting to indulge in rich foods or a nice glass of wine during a business lunch -- especially when you can charge it to your expense account. But falling asleep from a food coma at your desk just isn't worth it. Stick with an entree salad and a glass of sparkling water to keep you on your toes for the rest of the day. And instead of finishing the meal with dessert and coffee, order herbal tea. Both sugar and caffeine can set you up for a mood nosedive right around the time you need to be most productive.

Fitness Solutions

4. Walk it off.
Take a break from sitting at your desk in the stale office air and go for a brisk walk around the block. Just 10 minutes is all you need to clear your head and feel revived.

5. Try a Spinal Twist.
Get a feeling of calm and serenity with two easy yoga poses that can be done while sitting at your desk:

Step 1. Cross one leg over the other and place the opposite hand on your top leg.

Step 2. Gently twist your upper body in the opposite direction of your top knee, using your hand on the back of your chair for leverage.

Step 3. Take a few slow deep breaths in this position.

Step 4. Change sides and repeat.

6. Follow with a Seated Warrior.

Step 1. Begin by sitting up tall and pressing both feet into the floor.

Step 2. Raise both arms up straight overhead and press your palms together firmly.

Step 3. If you have no neck injuries, drop your head back slightly and look up at your thumbs. Make sure your shoulders are not hunched up next to your ears, so allow your shoulder blades to slide down your back.

Step 4. Close your eyes and take five deep breaths in and out of your nose in this posture.

Step 5. Slowly release your arms down to your sides and open your eyes.

Organization Solutions

7. Don't procrastinate.
Putting off that report that's due at the end of week until Thursday afternoon will leave you feeling plenty stressed. Giving yourself ample time to get tasks done will help you feel less frazzled and stay motivated. Plus, you can score brownie points with your boss by getting projects done ahead of time!

8. Make a 3-task to-do list.
A mile-long list of things to do each week can make you feel overwhelmed and anxious. Instead, allow yourself to feel a sense of accomplishment every day by creating a more manageable three-item to-do list. You'll be surprised at how much more you get done by shortening your list!

1 of the culprit spotted!

2005-09-24T16:37:00.000+08:00

don't they comprehend what is printed or even drawn in lifts?

just now before i enter the lift, a mother came out. as usual, i went in after she came out. what! there's cigarette smell in there! and there she is, holding on to a still-burning cigarette. why? why? why? someone tell me why?!

prelims

2005-09-19T16:33:00.000+08:00

bleahs, today's amaths paper was a piece of cake! no problemo~!

believe me anot huhs? heh heh =D of course not la~ i did not even finish the whole freaking difficult paper. the last 'either or'questionwhich cost me 10 marks! not to mention the previous questions when i got stuck and skipped. skipped happily along the way~ lala~

it started raining. pouring endlessly, like there's no tomorrow. i stared at my hand, spotted the veins showing its true colours, muahaha, abit hideous. so chilling~

then it was geog elect paper. wrote my answer and crapped for the description and reason for settlement pattern, drainage pattern and relief pattern. i wasn't quite sure the roseau town i wrote is what the paper is talking about anot. *fingers crossed*

chose tourism and agriculture question. tourism was quite ok, except for the part when the question asked what is the positive environmental impact, coz i wrote a smaller chunk over there. agriculture was abit not confident coz i could not even figure out what exactly irrigation is. is it using of modern technology? or filling water through pipe? *piang* (ps. ek was smiling smirkingly when the papers was given out. maybe she's still smiling to herself all da way.) she must be proud that she set the paper XD

(( thurs ))

a maths paper 2 was alright if i have truly understand the solution of CGSP.. aww, should have memorised like siao le lor, boohoo. i thought paper 1 was easier, but time-consuming i guess.

luckily venice came out for social studies paper. but i only vividly remember the fall of venice, not the rise. silly dear said i was sadist =(. i wrote there is no effort contributed by Venetian citizens, all are govt's effort.

went JE for a dip! yippee~ thanks to xiang xiang, i'm ~~one~~ TWO step closer to my dream of being able to swim freely like a fish(xiang yu yi yang zi you zi zai de you yong). aww, abit pathetic right? kaos, i got prickly heat(ri fei) the next day! lots of dou dou on my leg. but aint i happy?! Y('.')Y yeah~

(( wed ))

*phew*, the physics practical heng got the circuit set up already for us! but bleah, my gradient is (+)ve, but supposed to be (-)ve coz it's sloping down like this \. give me some tong qing fen la~

funny funny! i didnt smell any pungent gas when i test for gas, BUT!, i smelled pungent gas when i was washing up. i almost fainted, you know?! send for the ambulance! quick quick! moral of the story: not to be too close to basin when washin up/ too eager to smell/ too blocknosed when doing experiment.

(( tue ))

english paper i spent many too much time at the compo and wrote too little for speech writing. boohoohoo~

(( mon ))

where got bio practical ask ppl measure the length of 50 tweeny weeny seeds de? you tell me you tell me! i nearly gave name to each seed lor.

we are told to draw diagram of grape and lime, and describe the fermentation of grape. this lime damn good looking, *weet-o-weet*, big big one sia!

people always says,"when life gives you lemons, made lemonade". now the baoling version(*drumrolls): "when people give you grape, make grape juice, or even red wine!" and "when people give you limes, you make limeade!". okie dokey, i know it's not funny. *scampers away

Old school days. . .

2005-09-15T21:07:00.000+08:00

Remember the good old day.

guess it's true for most of us...since we r mostly of the 70s & 80s babies
For those who born in the 70s and 80s. Fond memories......

1. You grew up watching He-man, MASK, Transformers, Silver Hawk and Mickey Mouse. Not to forget, Ninja turtles, My Little Pony and Smurfs too.

2. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time. You will squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug.The teachers said you must brush each side 10 times too.

3. You know what SBC stands for.

4. You pay 40 cents for Chocolate or Strawberry MILK every week in class.

5. You watch a very popular Malay dubbed Japanese drama on RTM1 about schoolgirls who possess powerful skills in volleyball called Meoro Attack.

6. You find your friends with pagers and handphone cool in Secondary school.

7. SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned. The bus seats are made of wood and the cushion is red. The big red bell gives a loud BEEP! when pressed. There are colourful tickets forTIBS buses.The conductor will check for tickets by using a machine which punches a hole in the ticket.

8. Envelopes given to us to donate to Sharity Elephant every Children's Day.

9. You've probably read Young Generation magazine.You know who's Vinny the little vampire and Acai the constable.

10. You were there when they first introduced MRT here. You went for the first ride with your parents and you would kneel on the seat to see the scenery.

11. Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50.

12. Gals are fascinated by Strawberry Short Cake and Barbie Dolls.

13. You learn to laugh like The Count in Sesame Street.

14. You longed to buy tibits called Kaka (20 cents per pack), and Ding Dang (50 cents per box), that had a toy in it and it changes every week not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring.

15. You watched TV2 (also known as Channel 10) cartoons because Channel 5 never had enough cartoons for you.

16. Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, The Three Investigators, Famous Five and Secret Seven are probably the thickest story books you ever thought you have read. Even Sweet Valley High and Malory Towers.

17. KFC used to be a high class restaurant that serve food in plates and let you use metal forks and knives.

18. The most vulgar thing you said was asshole and idiot and THE MOST EXTREME WAS 'super white'...you just couldn't bring yourself to say the hokkien relative.

19. Catching was the IN thing and twist as the magic word.

20. Your English workbooks was made of some damn poor quality paper that was smooth and yellow.

21. CDIS were your bestfriend.

22. The only computer lessons in school involved funny pixellised characters in 16 colours walking about trying to teach you maths.

23. Waterbottles were slinged around your neck and a must everywhere you go.

24. Boys loved to play soccer with small plastic balls in the basketball court.

25. Teng-teng, five stones, chapteh, hentam bola and zero point were all the rage with the girls and boys too...

26. Science was fun with the balsam and the angsana being the most important plants of our lives, guppies and swordtail being the most important fish.

27. Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and John, eternalized in our minds from the textbooks. Even Mr Wally & Mr. Yakki. What abt Miss Lala??? And Zaki and Tini in Malay Textbooks?

28. We carry out experiments of our own to get ourself badges for being a Young Zoologist/Botanist etc.

29. Every Children's day and National day you either get pins or pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or dumb files with 'Happy National Day 1994'.

30. In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother.

31. We wear BM2000, BATA, or Pallas shoes.

32. Your form teacher taught you Maths, Science and English.

33. The worksheets were made of brown rough paper of poor quality.

34. You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes.

35. School dismissal time was normally around 1 pm.

36. There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday.

37. Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday.

38. You see Wee Kim Wee's face in the school hall.

39. You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl.

40. Boys like to catch fighting spiders.

41. Collecting and battling erasers was a pastime for boys.

42. Autograph books were loaded with "Best Wishes", "Forget Me Not", and small poems like "Bird fly high, hard to catch.Friend like you, hard to forget".

43. Class monitors and prefects loved to say "You talk somemore, I write your name ah!"

44. There were at least 40 people in one class.

45. Large, colourful schoolbags were carried.

46. You brought every single book to school, even though there was one thing called the timetable.

Spread this heart warming messagearound, you don't get something like this very often.

2005-09-02T20:42:00.000+08:00

this few days, there's always people smoking in the lift. every morning, i would have to inhale passive smoke. inconsiderate behaviour righto? >.<

it's like if you smoke in open space, i don't really mind. you wanna smoke, go somewhere else where ppl can't inhale your passive smoke. but you smoke in the enclosed lift, the smoke can't get out and the smell stays. moreover, the smell is intolerable, it stinks and it's so unmanly/cool.

perhaps they are trying as hard as possible to puff because of the ban next year. i'll be looking forward to that day because of some of the smokers who smoke inconsiderably.

Smoking harms your health

*Smoking is the main cause of heart disease in women under 50 years of age.

*Smoking doubles your risk of having a heart attack. This risk increases with the number of cigarettes smoked.

*The risk of stroke increases with the number of cigarettes smoked.

*Women smokers are more likely to experience infertility, irregular menstruation and early menopause.

*Smoking increases a woman's risk of developing osteoporosis and fractures over time.

The risk of cancer

*Women smokers are more likely than non-smokers to develop cervical cancer.

• Women who begin smoking at an early age are at a higher risk of developing breast cancer.

• 90% of lung cancer deaths in Singapore occur among smokers.
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Smoking affects your children

• Babies exposed to second-hand smoke have a higher risk of Sudden Infant Death Syndrome (SIDS)

• Women smokers who breastfeed pass harmful chemicals found in tobacco to their babies through breast milk.

• Children exposed to second-hand smoke suffer from an increased risk of respiratory problems such as asthma, pneumonia and bronchitis.

• Children of parents who smoke are 50% more likely to pick up smoking

Smoking kills your looks

• You look unattractive and older than you really are. It causes your skin to lose its elasticity and wrinkle quickly.

• Your nails and teeth are stained yellow.

• Your breath, clothes and hair smell terribly awful.

• Your teeth and gums suffer, as it can cause oral diseases.

more reasons not to start smoking and quiting:fresh air for woman

the smell is getting more and more detestable.

i'm not angry =), i'm just wondering why ppl just violate the rule of not smoking in the lifts. can't they just wait alittle more and get out of the lift then take out their cigarettes? imagine every single day where you happily hop off to school and the first thing you do when you enter the lift is to hold your breath like siao? and i can bet the culprit will be that one single person only, who inconsiderably has to pollute the whole rectangular box which has to transport ppl up and down every single minute.

that's not all. i've read one article saying passive smoke can actually make your cramp more unbearable. it's like ppl is already suffering the pain from cramp and you have to rub some salt in the wound by smoking in the area? some considerate smoker would kindly move away from their original table at the coffee shop and then smoke. why can't the rest do so?

happy birthday singapore

2005-08-09T19:16:00.000+08:00

happy birthday singapore!~

majulah singapura~!
went to the concert-by-the-bay twice, on saturday(6 aug) and also monday(8 aug)

8 august_____*

went to bugis first.. with zhao hong, li yin, yi xiang, yong ngee and sweetheart.. then went to sim lim square and sien wei joined us.. bought new watch!
the marina bay mrt was packed like sardines man. the bus stop was even worse.
when we were about to cross the road to the concert, the fireworks started. then everyone quickly chiong over.
the fireworks were spectacular. chloe was like exclaiming at its beauty all the way.
after the fireworks, everyone swarm to the exit. then "cant help falling in love" was played, and some kites were flying in the sky. not just oridinary kites you can get for 2 bucks, they are kites that is worth S$600. they are controlled by remote control. have lightings on it. power!
(sidetrack: when the national anthem was played on the tv broadcasting the NDP, my mum and I stood up =D. patriotic spirit!)
we went to find yankiat and company after that. sat on the grass and listened to the concert. was quite boring. so boring that me and chu er took this pic:

8 august_____*

ran the cross-country today. got the 14th, got a medal which was quite nice. overall, i'm sastified.
after the celebration, i went to xin fei's house to pom pom. thanks alot, XF.
then went to clementi and ate char siew rice with LJ. yum yum
then watched Charlie And The Chocolate Factory. storyline was bad, but the animation and dances by the small people is great. the squirrels are trained to act that scene, if i have not remembered wrongly.
then went back to LJ's place. his brother drived us to the nearest station. fell asleep on the car as i've got sudden headache.
went to Lau Pat Sa to eat the curry rice! yummy. miss the taste, and the serving is big. i'm full before i can finish it.
went to marina bay and took the bus, luckily it wasnt so packed.
have to queue up first before we could enter the place. just like on saturday, the ground is muddy and smelled like shiat. then we sat on the benches.
sat too long and my butt hurts. =(.before F.I.R, 183 club, kone, tanya, guo pin chao and lots more artistes performed, there's a magic show by lawerence and priscillia. the magic show was stupid. and the whole performance by artistes could not bring me on, even FIR cant. people tried to 'hack' into the VIP seats which is just next to the bench i'm siting at, causing big hoooha. late then too bad la, go sit other place. bleahs.squeeze in and squeeze out. the couple sitting in the same row as me kept shaking and shaking to the songs, not that they cant enjoy themselves, but cant they sway left and right? the whole show i've been shaking and shaking by the vibrations they caused.
then cai chun jia and xxx koh(i forgotten her name) sang the chinese & english song. and tanya sang where i belong.
next was countdown. then fireworks started. LJ commented that the fireworks here was not as good as oversea's, here the view is wide, and the fireworks was not organised. which i agree as i found out something was missing in the display. some fireworks were too low for us to view, as trees and some buildings obstructed our view.

2005-08-04T19:19:00.000+08:00

interesting article. given to us by our chinese teacher. the characters are abit small to view.

2005-08-04T17:53:00.000+08:00

so exhausted now.. looking forward to next week! it's going to be so damn fun =D

tata, back to studying~

btw, million of thanks to jun for the wonderful day spent at sentosa. sheltering me from the sandstorm/heavy rain was such a nice gesture =D. smuacks

(will be back for a long long entry someday, ya, someday)

5 more days to the nation's birthday!~

2005-07-21T18:32:00.000+08:00

_racial harmony celebration* (wed)__

wednesday we celebrated racial harmony day. took a taxi to school in the morning. was almost late, the taxi driver said i look like a teacher. then we started to talk about his son in Ngee Ann Poly, studies and stuff. quite a fun day, except for the last part of the day. lazy to go into details. i think photos are more interesting, so, here it goes...

me, emily & niko (the indian, malay & chinese)

lols

took during recess. 4C and Ms Chan. my sis even said she look like a student.

kris, hui jin & me~

me & po han. didnt know he's so tall =(

me & hui kim~

ms yau & me~

kelly & me~ drawing henna

zhan hui, liyin & me~

esther, emily, j'min & me~

me, kris & yuan xuan~

xin fei & me~

me & xiao lao shi~

greek warrior, mdm yee & us~

mr chia & us~

mr chia & me. the only individual photo with a twist! =Pp

mr loh & us~

me & yin foong

me & mrs toh =PpP

2005-07-16T00:45:00.000+08:00

ganna stalk again today.. (not as if i'm mei ruo tian xian, they're plain desperado)
and that idiotic man targeted me from far away(again proving not because i'm chio or whatsoever). then i already changed my direction and walked away. idiotic man started to follow on the opposite path(pervert shit). started to drizzle. walked quickly acting like dont wanna get drenched. idiot pervert can walk faster. then walked down the stairs, he caught up. he said, "you wearing white bra anot?". idiot. should have slapped him and kick him in his arse. but, with all that adrenaline and stuff, after hearing him from behind, i crossed the road more quickly than ever before. dashed up the stairs and sought help from the duck rice auntie(she's really nice =D). "auntie, bang wo, you ren gen zhong wo". then she asked if it's a man and if i know him. then i bought duck rice(dont know why i did that). auntie told me to call for mum and ask her to fetch me. she came and kept asking how does he look like. i said i dont know (how do i possibly stare at him and see how he look like. the more i like keeping a distance from him.). but could have recognise him, report to the cops, and file him for sexual harassment.
clementi is sure interesting.

2005-07-16T00:09:00.000+08:00

(extracted from someone's blog)

Cheeky aka Mike: Hi, I'm Mike. Anyone care for a chat?

15 minutes gone and not a single person wanted to chat with cheeky. What do you do in such a situation? You change your nick.

Cheeky aka Sexy Mike: Hi. Anyone wants to chat?

5 minutes went by and suddenly a message from someone called NUS guy popped up on the screen.

NUS guy: You think you are so damn sexy? Why don't you go fuck yourself. Fucking loser. Hahaha.

Hey, come on. There's no need to be mean. Cheeky just want to chat with someone. Anyone. Drastic situation calls for drastic action. Cheeky decided to change his nick again.

Cheeky aka Rachel: Hi, anyone care for a chat?

This seems to do the trick. Very soon, a couple of guys attempt to chat up with cheeky, er I mean Rachel. But Rachel ignored them because he, no she no he, oh what the fuck he/she was waiting for that very special person to appear. After a few minutes, that special someone appeared.

NUS guy: Hi. Wanna chat?

Woohoo!!! The dickhead has knocked on the door. Why don't we reciprocate and let him in. It's gonna to be fun.

Cheeky aka Rachel: Sure.

NUS guy: Intro pls.

Don't they ever change their lines?

Rachel: 20/f. U leh?

NUS guy: Me 23/m. Are u studying?

No, cheeky is lazing at home all day scratching his armpits.

Rachel: Yup. At NUS.

NUS guy: hey, me too. Which faculty are you from?

Rachel: Business.

NUS guy: I'm from engineering. Where do u live?

A few miles from Lim Chu Kang abattoir where your fellow friends are being slaughtered.

Rachel: At Bishan St 23.

NUS guy: Ok. So u got a boyfriend?

No, but got plenty of girlfriends.

Rachel: No.

NUS guy: Yah, me too. Just dumped my previous girlfriend.

Hahaha, like real.

Rachel: So why did u dump her?

NUS guy: Oh. Incompatible characters. She was too possessive. I prefer a bit more freedom for myself. I don't like my girlfriend restricting my way of life, u know what I mean? So what's your height and weight?

Dickhead is clearly looking for a babe. Let's oblige his request.

Rachel: 166cm/43kg.

NUS guy: You must be very pretty.

Er.. if you say so. But cheeky prefer to be called yan dao.

Rachel: Ok lah. You leh? Must be very handsome right?

NUS guy: Hmm.. my female classmates did say I resemble Daniel Wu a lot. I don't know lah. I think I resemble Tony Leung more.

Someone please pass cheeky a bag. He needs to puke.

Rachel: So are u on a look out for a new girlfriend?

NUS guy: I don't think there's a need. I think I have found one right in you.

Make that bag a large one.

Rachel: haha, u are a smooth talker.

NUS guy: Gift of the gab is just one of my many virtues u know. If you don't mind, can I know your vital statistics.

Sure. It's 11 inches in length.

Rachel: 36-24-36.

NUS guy: Wow! Do u have a photo that u could send to me?

Oh oh. How?

Rachel: You send me your first lah.

NUS guy: Ok, but after that u promise to send me yours. Promise me hah.

Promise your head lah.

Rachel: sure.

Dickhead DCC his photo over.

Haha, really look like Tony Leung. The pirated version of the pirated version of Tony Leung.

Rachel: Wah, u look very handsome leh.

NUS guy: Thanks. A lot of people said that.

Still puking.

NUS guy: Now u must send me yours hor.

Rachel: I don't have to. U just have to buy the latest copy of Maxim. I'm on page 12 wearing a pink bikini.

NUS guy: Wah serious? U are a model?

No, but Cheeky got a lot of model areoplanes at home.

Rachel: I'm just a part timer. Nothing to shout about.

NUS guy: Tomorrow, I will buy one copy, first thing in the morning.

I'm sure you will, you freaking piece of shit.

NUS guy: Can I have your number?

Of course. The number is 999.

Rachel: Er.. I'm not that keen to give my number to strangers. Why don't u leave me yours.

NUS guy: Ok. My number is 9xxxxxxx.

Woohooo, tomorrow go buy toto and 4D.

NUS guy: Can I meet you in person?

Cheeky very shy leh. How?

Rachel: Sure. But I want to bring a friend along.

NUS guy: No problem. Is she a gal by the way?

Rachel: No. It's a guy. But u know him too.

NUS guy: You are kidding me right? What's his name?

Rachel: Sexy Mike.

NUS guy:what the f* !!

2005-07-09T00:38:00.000+08:00

look. my mood today is floor-low. muahaha, as if there's such a word.

Superteens course DAY 1*__
blabblab. munching on bun and rushing down for flag-raising ceremony.

after which, went and took our bags and went to the study room.

big crowd there, cos there's 3 classes. air-con was not cold enough and like everyone is making the whole room more stuffier`. ok, A and B class went in the AVA room first. seats by then are occupied, so some of us have to carry chairs in. there's green arm chairs there but they do not want to use them. blah.

the students are like divided into 2 groups, the A and the B respectively and the C scattered around. they chose a group name, leader, etc. so we, the ones behind, were like . yeah. get the word?

Ken's session was interesting and fun. it was until when mr earnest came in after the recess break(provided fried noodle, egg, fishcake), then the whole thing started to become boring and everyone got sleepy. it got more and more interesting as the session goes by, and the stuff he taught (esp memory techniques) were useful.

however, until the last part where he were supposed to allocate topics to groups, the whole session got heated. cos of different subjects we were taking among the 3 classes. there's alot difference between sub and pure (at least the name sounded more pro for the latter). and we all along thought that we will be using our bio textbooks to do mindmapping cos teacher told us to choose a subject to do mindmapping on w/o telling us that we'll going to share our notes with all 3 classes and not with our class. so how on earth would we know that we were supposed to do a common subject between the 3 classes? let's do mindmapping on English! (personally feel that YL's comment was really abit too much, but perhaps she didnt know the situation was so stiff)

hey girl, turn behind and look at us, be careful that your eyeballs drop. so air row gen. argh.

so, that earnest, after shouted 2 'shutups', walked off after ken took over again.
main problem: communication breakdown. arhar!

2005-07-05T18:53:00.000+08:00

hui qi recommended this. must try. so fun!!

2005-07-05T17:20:00.000+08:00

O level oral exam*___

one word:死
headache when i reached the hall.. thanks to xin fei for her medicated oil, still with me =D

passage i already half-dead.. keep adding words or jumping words.. incorrect pause at phrases.. monotonous.. how much worse-r can it become.. i think before the last paragraph, teacher already in their lala land.

conversation 1: students taking up holiday jobs in order to buy latest handphones and branded goods. good or bad?
ganna prompt.. blah blah blah..

after conversation 1, the younger teacher asked the other teacher about what's happening behind.. pupils moving about.. turned back and saw han qing, ee ren.. then heard teacher say 5 of them going toilet together.. then i actually asked the teacher whether being a teacher is difficult..

dont wanna elaborate la.. my mood is so dampened.. so what if i'm talkative in class, i cant even talk well in oral because i'm just freaking nervous.. blah~.. so what if i'm the chinese 'pro' (actually not ya?), i cant even communicate well. so what if i'm from a chinese-educated family, i cant even express myself well. i'm so f***ing disappointed with myself. 去死la, 宝龄!!

blah. how am i supposed to get into chinese studies? how am i bloody suppose to be a chinese teacher, if i'm so weak in oral skills? how am i suppose to communicate with others even, with my strongest language's comm. skills so weak? how am i suppose to survive?!(gasp). when i cant even talk with the language i'm most confident in, how am i suppose to find a path in my future? chinese studies' path is already so dangerous, and which path am i suppose to change lane to?

stupid blardy fool.

anyways, millions of thanks to ah gong for passing me a prezzie which brought a smile to my day =D. actually took the effort to buy a prezzie for me when i casually told him to buy for me =D, tsk tsk.

i really cannot tahan the way some people treat me. oie, i'm flesh k (and quite a lot)? the kind of 'weather' you gave are making me sick. sunny day and stormy days. (note: the -s)

argh. i'm so fat.

2005-07-02T12:52:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to my papa!!

2005-07-02T12:09:00.000+08:00

bastard in kopitiam__*

ate brunch at some kopitiam near my house with my bro..
then saw this man with some old men.
he stood up and hand holding a laser pen, he pointed at one kopi auntie.
i looked at him, wondering what the heck is he doing, only to find out that he wanted to point the laser at the auntie.
another auntie quickly scolded him, "already told you not to point at people liao!".
that bastard, wanted to order kopi. he said," no voice"
no voice dont drink la. use laser to attract people's attention de ah? and i can still hear your bloody voice, about one table's distance. no voice? HAHA.
and what made me so mad that i started to scold, deliberately louder than average, is that he pointed at that auntie's eye. she could get blind, you know?! the other old ah peks acted like nothing happened.
still smiling like nobody's business when that poor auntie came over.
wonder why that auntie's temper is so good. i could have poured boiling hot water on his bloody head.
so old already. nian guo ban bai liao lor. eh, uncle, you getting bald with your silver hair. watch your stupid bloody face makes me lose my appetite.
if you are not more senior than me, i would have shouted at you. bloody idiot fool.
even kids would point laser pen at someone else. if they do, they should get so spanking at their butts too. you should get caned. hope your kopi got extra toppings.

2005-07-01T21:09:00.000+08:00

today's P&C is so duh. hopeless.
bio teacher absent for the whole week.. nothing much to add on..

got 2nd in the level for the HSK test, didnt know it through teacher.. ya xin told me.. then yesterday some chinese teachers met me and aiyi to discuss something.. both aiyi and i dont know what is it about until afternoon.. trip to Beijing for a test, representing the school.. was shocked la.. but the trip clashes with 'O' level listening compre.. so teacher chose aiyi to go.. and my family members feel that 'O' level listening more important..

initial D__*

waited for bus home for 45 mins x.x
went home and changed..
then late for 30 mins, met jmin at the stn ctrl.. and benny and alex at the cinema.. had an embarrassing incident when i took out the jacket for jmin.. something* dropped out.. >.<
bought tixs and went to window-shop..
the show was quite nice.. i like the stunts actually.. and shawn is so shuai =D
first time heard jay talk that much.. chapman:"shen ye si ren. zi shi shen zhuo le qi ta ren shuo zhuo bu dao de dong xi..."
dont think that japanese girl is very pretty.. no doubt her legs are slim and long..
the cinema is filled with like half fuhuaNITES i realised.. actually can see one in every corner of the JP..
i got irritated at the china couple behind me n jmin.. kept commenting real loudly about the show.. and in a very cheena ascent.. the two females beside me dont sound local too..
after the show went to eat "Lai-Lai" with alex and jmin.. benny went to meet someone else.. realised i was eating and eating the whole day.. first at popular before the movie, i ate a bar of choco.. secondly, ate nachos and drank lemon tea in the cinema, finished the nachos with jmin before the show actually starts.. then now "Lai-Lai"..
and that stupid benny kept commenting about my out-of-shape size.. -_-
actually i like Anthony.. the one who acts as the father of 'jay'.. he is so experienced and somehow abit sexy? haha..
eee.. edison smokes =p (k la, almost all smokes)
literally jumped out of my seat when chan xiao chun came crashing down from the 'sky'..
i want that white OP shirt with pink flowers on it. i'm gonna get it. argh.

darkness enveloped me. fatigue too overwhelming. so much so that i cant breathe.

this grouchy taxi-driver

2005-06-27T20:40:00.000+08:00

met ghim siew to go to school together.. was too early than punctual so have to wait for awhile.. (spotted a comfort cab in the carpark. available but not moving)

then we waited for a while for taxi.. there's other waiting adults across the street and along the street.. this comfort cab came driving by the small lane.. flagged it, and we got on it.. (ghim siew and me was still 'celebrating' our thrill at getting a cab so fast, we are actually expecting to be late)we were abit slow in telling that uncle where is the destination.. when i said the address, he got cantankerous and barked,"tell the address earlier mah, block people's way"(in mandarin). then my mood got dampened. "what school are you from?" "XXX" "what?" "XXX"

then GS started to ask me if i did maths, i said i already did it.. then i started to search my bag for my AM1.. right this moment, i found out that i have took the wrong book, AM2 for AM1.. then that taxi driver interupted again, "school reopen then start panicking about homework" (i'm thinking whether his children is from prestigious school or what, no panic? HAHA.)

then GS continued to talk about report books.. may be she not aware of that uncle is eavesdropping.. luckily that uncle didnt butt in again..

when we are at the junction between je ave 1 and jw ave 1, that uncle started to ask, "you all sec what?"
"four."
"olevel?"
"ya."
"so going jc or poly?"
"see the marks how lor"
all are answered by me. haha. he's not that bad la, but grounchy. only when he drives, he sits up and hunches, fidgeting (maybe his butt itchy =D)

mosburger's garlic and lemon mussels are yummy! someone still owe me sukae sushi treat. haha.

no cramp today!!
*job interview skills and etiquette workshop__*

55% of your impression when job interview-ing comes from visual.. then vocally, next verbally.. the way you draw your eyebrows, up to applying lipsticks, determines your IQ (jia lat hor?)

ok, i tied my hair too low, i got least strength. -_-. shouldnt have laughed at ah hui. now got my retribution. dispatch rider =D

aiya, we still young mah, if people come to school with make-up and stuff, girls sat with legs crossed with steps to follow, walking with a 'Y' shape (that's pretty hard, kris and i practised it.), it would be so zhuo zhuo already.

but quite a interesting one, except that she didnt flash the pics of cute guys slowly. jie, got your brandon freezer leh. oops. =D

2005-06-26T10:16:00.000+08:00

there's this new feature in blogspot liaos.. 'add image'.. haha.. later gonna try out what is it about..

this few days i'm having so much stuff to think of.. that i started to wake up at wee hours.. or even zhan zhuan nan mian..

and i cant even comprehend what's people's motive.. or maybe i'm over-sensitive.. nonetheless, the feeling's terrible, horrible.. argh!

thank goodness holiday's going to be over.. after school reopens, tons of homework will help to occupy my teeny brain.. no more time for dispensable stuff..

BUT, i have not completed all my holiday assignments.. no compo, no prelim english paper, no bio tys and maths sets w/s.. hmm, mayb compo and prelim english can wait.. bio tys can wait too, cos i've left my textbook at school.. must do maths =D

absurd thoughts running through my head.. making me so 'argh.'..

later must cleanse myself out of these thoughts..

became so 'argh.' that i switch off all call alerts, no vibration too.. and, dont know to be glad or not, there's noone contacting me.. ya, there's jmin and sweetheart.. but, argh, dont know.. stupid idiot baoling..

2005-06-20T12:12:00.000+08:00

_16 june thursday*__

went to sentosa.. ~~4C, feel free to save these pics to your com. if possible. haha. =p~~

i'm so pissed with one guy when he asked for details. that morning when i'm eating breakfast at mac. part of the conversation via sms:
him: go sentosa for what? ...cheers
me: play lor
him: play? u dont expect to play all day under this humid weather ...cheers
me: (very pissed. forgotten what i typed)
...
me: so you going?
him: no ...cheers.

peeps in my class should know who's this guy. i'm so pissed. in the end, both outing he didnt want go.

_17 june friday*__

seoul garden@causeway point

PINK!

took pics coz we wanted to have a photo with one of the guy working there. left-hander, shy, cannot have a photo with us coz he does not like to take photos. -_-. and i look like an burnt oily meatball.

people who went: levianna, cai yi, kai jia, zhao hong, zhan wei, han qing, yee hoau, chien hock, ee ren, yong ngee, esther, denise, qiu yu, emily, ashley, jmin and me.

2005-06-13T12:03:00.000+08:00

where to start from? *empty mind* ('.')>
this will be a long entry. cos i spent ages to type it. sincere apologies as the pictures are unclear as i needa zoom in all the way cos the stage is freaking distant from the barrier.

_10 june friday*__

after the chem practical, we went to eat at the coffee shop in front of CU. ate mini wok noodles. self-service lor. and that uncle is so buei song. coz we simply asked him the cost. thought we cant afford the food man!

then went to play at A's house. i changed into outside clothing and started playing wif the make-up. applied pink eyeshadow, gold glitter, mascara to my eye. then A applied blusher to my cheeks. lip gloss to my lips. haha.. pardon any spelling mistake cos i'm a make-up idiot. MUI.

chatted or talked crap for a long time. then at 3+ nicole, jmin and me gtg.
jmin is afraid of dogs =D. muahaha.

went back to clementi to buy 8 rotiboy's buns and 2 pineapple. weird?
haha.. that cashier at the rotiboy shop receives quite a large amount of shock when i said 8 buns please. haha, strange meh? war is coming i needa stock up. =X

then carried 2 big plastic bags of buns and went to buy pineapple. chose 2 yellowish pineapple. i know how to choose ripe pineapple liaoz. next, i shall learn how to cut them up but not wanting to eat them. they sting.

was struggling to choose 2 pineapple and carrying 2 plastic bags. luckily i was clever enough, i took a basket and put everything in it. muahaha. paid up and took 3 plastic bag full of stuff and queued up for bus. going for grandma's house. on the way there, stupid buns fall on the floor. luckily only one got dirtied. threw that away =p.

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grandpa, grandma, maid, uncle, cousin and baby cousin was there. fishes and hamsters was there too =p.

talked to that biao di. but no replies. so dao. he was watching 'hi 5'. yet he can dance along to them and not reply me. -_-;..

that baby cousin was still in toddler chair(whatever it is called). learning to walk. staring at me for ages since i came. =D.

anyways, biao di got high when his dad and sister came home. that was when he started to talk to me finally. he even commented that i was slightly fat. -_-.

when jiu jiu played the video clip he made about the trip on starcruise, biao di and biao mei started to do the actions they did in the video. the baby cousin started jumping,laughing and 'ablah ablah-ing' when she saw her sister waving at the camera. so cute =D.

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::drowning in darkness yet enjoying it. please dont disturb my solitude till i am tired::

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_11 june saturday*__

busy busy day. went to distribute flyers wif sien wei.. went early cos wanna go catch JJ's performance =D. the people at suntec is unfriendly that day. dont know for what heck reasons. alot of them who rejected the flyers gave a stupid smelly look. haha. however, some rejected it politely with a smile. btw, it's not what ever learning other language flyers lor. it's telling you about an event. a free performance. and it's nt soft kind of paper. it's hard that u can even use it to fan =D. despite all this, we distributed all in quite short span of time. even before hong wei came. haha. helped distribute a few flyers.

then went to orchard with sien wei and hong wei.. ate at yoshinoya at taka.. the beef quite tasty.. lols, then went to civic plaza.. stood behind the barrier in front of tower A or mayb B. forgotten already. erm, left of the stage. then sien wei and hong wei saw fuhua seniors. which i knew none of them.

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Yes 933 yin yue bao cang hui
sat and waited. just before the dj came on stage, there's thunder. everyone 'wah'. then that dj say every 'duan wu jie' is a rainy day. true enough, it rained despite some sang 'rain rain go away', for a while.

the superstars came on stage and performed 'lao shu ai da mi'.. i think the guys can sing better than the girls. amongst the group, there's a guy who cant see(blind). great courage for these disabled to take part in this kind of competition. however, even though i admire his courage, i think the judges will soon eliminate him. reality is still present.

i like one of the female contestants who have the same chinese surname is mine. i think is Lai Li Jun, she has acted in the serial "ren wo ao you", the one who is in the other team which mocks at the 'fei yu team'. however, maybe she is too confident that she gives me the 'lian' look. the male contestant named Hagen is quite good looking =D. and seems yummy juz like haagen daz, lols. i'm carnivore.

next is zhou chong qing, pei fen and 3 other new dj sing a medley of songs that was hits in 933 long hu bang..

F.I.R performed. sang fly away and other new songs. forgotten liao. haha. actually took quite alot of photos of the other artistes de, but cos my JJ more impt so del all.. left only this:

then ah sang, cai chun jia, zhang dong liang, tanya performed.. (not in order cos i forgotten liaos)
ah sang sang only slow songs. which is kind of luring us to sleep.

cai chun jia sang ri chu and kan jian and some other craps. everyone is thinking why is she occupying this stage so freaking long. plus, she keeps coming to the left side of the stage and wave at us. like we wanted to take her photo sia. haha, even sien wei also tell me not to waste battery and memory. i took one of her photo only but still deleted it away to make space for my JJ. her clothing looks very alike stephanie sun in one album (commented by the dj) and she said it's chosen by her designer. and her skirt is about to drop off when she sings. too much moving to the left side of the stage liao. haha. black cloth draped on her body.

zhang dong liang looked quite good looking that day.

tanya's hair set till very pretty.. but the attention on her is stolen not long after energy made their stupid way to the tent. then the stupid energy fans screamed and shouted. poor tanya left on stage to sing to me. dots. but really very embarrassing lor. how can the energy fans juz scream at their idols when other artiste is on stage? shouldnt they respect the one on stage? esp tanya is our homegrown artiste? she must have felt real terrible lor. even when the djs (desmond koh and another) came on stage to interview her, one of the energy member went to the toilet, they also screamed and yelled. idiotic.

after tanya was JJ. even before he stepped on stage, everyone screamed incl me =D. Mu Nai Yi was the first to go. the introduction was long. and he waited till when he was about to sing then he came on stage. he also sang old songs like Jiang Nan, Dou Jiang You Tiao.. Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou.. Jian Jian Dan Dan.. and even imitate Ah Du's cang qiang and sang ah du's song.. then sang happy birthday song to yes 933(22th).. he went forward to shake hands with audience in front lor.. *envy*..

and some video clips =D. was quite pissed with my digi cam's battery going flat so quickly.

after JJ's performance we left liao. cos i dont wanna listen to crap. btw, lots left after JJ performance too. crap is unworthy to be heard and appreciated. more ppl supported JJ than 'crap'. muahahaha. ok, they are not so crap.

then went to far east plaza. first thing went to 7-eleven. hong wei treated slurpee.

then went subway to find sweetheart. yuki and friend is there too. there's this hunk at the table behind us. think from aussie or where. handsome can liaos. =D both sweetheart n me agreed the word to describe him is sexy.
yuki and friend went home first. then hong wei went to find his bunch of friends. then sien wei, sweetheart and me took taxi to sh's home. she demostrated how to climb playground =p. then ate instant noodles. drank milk (didnt drink alcoholic drinks cos i'm a good good girl).

damn. i fell into deep slumber when sien wei and sweetheart is chatting about the sec 3 camp. didnt have opportunities for me to interupt. so i go meet zhou gong. slept at the sofa bed. 3 of us. lols. our legs so damn suan.

_12 june sunday*__

woke up at 8+. sweetheart is already so late for her taekwondo pattern competition liao yet she still man man lai. then slapped sien wei's butt lightly to wake her up. cos there's no reaction, i slapped again abit harder. oops. then changed and went out.

went to whompoa CC. the competition start liao. there's different groups.. junior, youth and senior. yellow, yellow-green, green, green-blue, blue, etc..

anyways, sweetheart's team got silver.

ate lunch and went back. watched zhen qing finish le then went home. sweetheart fell asleep on the sofa bed again. hahas.

[feel good inc- gorillaz].. funny.. hahahahaha.

2005-06-10T13:55:00.000+08:00

everyone should donate at least 1 buck to: ashley, nicole, jmin and esp me!!

we are so damn broke. plz donate generously. all donations will be transferred to the #8-immortals's fund. thank you =D

if you donated more than 2 bucks, your full name will be published on this blog =D. even though not many are viewing it. but it feels so good to have your name here. so.. kindly fork out your lunch's cost. a plate of chicken rice dont even cost 2 bucks know? hee =D

working in partnership with you.
and with lots of love and kisses.
#8-immortals clan

2005-06-08T22:37:00.000+08:00

my blog seems so unlively..
so.. i decided to...

put this cute cute animation!! muahaha.

woke up at 6 plus this morning. just for a chem practical which last for 2 hours. which was quite sianz. haha. was screaming when heating the testtube strongly. so scary lor. i must have firephobia. lol, does someone know the exact term?

went home and changed. then went to meet jmin and ash at bkt batok.. going for facial wash..

frozen strawberries at mos burger.

then before we arrive there, we played at the playground.. SWING!! haha, swings are becoming extinct nowadays. felt so high when the swing is high up. haha, screaming like siao again =D. then saw kenny L. afterwhich jmin and I went to buy drinks.

finally reach that place at bkt batok. before entering, me n jmin were gobbling down the apple pies =D. threw them at the telephone booth there. muaahaha.

i'm at a separate room. the lady boss helped me =D
1st, she put foam on your face.
2nd, she cleanses the foam
3rd, she places cotton wool at your face and lets mist blow on you
4th, she uses sth like tweezer to squeeze out oil 'catchment area' (which was so fu*king damn pain. i was screaming again. Xp)
5th, she uses another foam or whatever to apply on your face
6th, she applies mask cream on your face
7th, mask left to harden
8th, cleanses mask
9th, helps you to trim your eyebrow (incl in package)
10th, you'r done!. she gives you some massages =D

btw, they dont zuo hei.

went home with jmin and ash. cooked one fried egg and one scrambled egg(was burnt.=p.) + mee goreng for them. mum came back and went on grumbling in my ears. ok, house too messy.

shooed jmin and ash home coz they are hard pressed for time. washed all dishes very diligently and tied the stupid fan that mum and I bought yesterday at a cheap cheap price. 19 bucks. then take taxi to IMM with mum and stupid fan. haha, occupy one seat man. refunded for cash.

ate at kfc.

so sian. didnt wanted to update lehz. no inspiration. haha. shiat.

without calculator, i can complete my AM homework. muahaha. P&C. so hard lor. initially understood. lost track gradually. now totally lost.

tomorrow having remedials again. wah piang.

anyway, I dont think the facial has much effect. perhaps need more treatment. oil still produces. still got small oil catchment areas.

2005-06-06T18:41:00.000+08:00

(stretched)

watched 'Unleashed' the day before.. and.. I urge everyone NOT to watch it.
firstly, it's 1 hour and 45 minutes. too short for a story to be well developed?
secondly, it screens many brutal actions. plus, it's not a restricted movie. no NC16 and stuff. nothing.
thirdly, it gives me the idea that killing is fine. no punishment or whatsoever. kill kill. after you killed someone, you can live happily ever after.
fourthly, ... cant think of how to phrase it..
anyway, i give 'unleashed' 2 stars / 5 stars.

distributed flyers on sunday. anyone interested in an outdoor performance? it's free. on 9th (sat) and 10th (sun) july at S'pore Turf City. performed by People's Association. Local celebrities such as Taufik will be performing live. interested? contact me.

help me!! i'm in dilemma!! should I go for an outdoor performance which has JJ performing in it OR go distribute flyers? now i'm thinking of going to distribute flyers.

2005-05-27T18:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a really bad day.. 'big auntie' came & visited me, how nice. then as usual, i was in agony.. but that was a period before recess.. blue freak's chem lesson. then i juz told him 'qu che suo' and went out wif my medicated oil. while i was making my way to the toilet, 'tiny ants' invaded my vision. lolz, i got dizzy. then tried to struggle to the toilet. mission accomplished. then the girl with a pale sickening look on her face sat on the floor (who cares hw dirty it will b, she's sick man.).. then there's malay juniors inside the washroom too. den the sickling asked one of them to pass her some toilet paper. den she struggled to stand up. suddenly, a throng of sec 1s rushed in. cubicles are full. ok, it's their recess. bad timing. then that weakling squatted in front of one cubicle like she's going to inhale drugs. the door opened, and, coincidentally, as she struggled to stand up again, the cubicle was occupied. fuck. they didnt see the face as white as a SHIT of paper? haha, trying to make tis look so drama mama. finally, she occupied the cubicle. went in, and squatted in front of the bowl. was in a dilemma whether i should puke or shit, as i cannot do both at the same time. then i decided i should sit and shit. den another throng of sec 1s came in. one queue-ing for my cubicle was impatient and knocked on the door. i kindly said "i'm nt feeling well. use other cubicle".. den she knocked again. "i'm shitting. use others". i was already so weak and she wanted me to repeat for her. ok, i quickly tried to shit all i can. then went out of the cubicle. chu peng came in and see if i'm ok as i was at the toilet for a long time.. she asked if i want to go to the sick bay and rest. i said i was in pain and cannot withstand the pain and go 4 storeys down. she persuaded me and i asked her to help me take my water bottle. when she left the toilet, i went to take toilet paper and shitted again =X.
then she came back and helped me to make my way to the sick bay.. really cannot tahan the pain and was stopping every few steps. finally reached sick bay and the first thing i do was to grab the dustbin and hugged it while vomitting. argh. greenish water only. haha, chu peng told me today that she almost 'fan wei'. sorry sorry. then laid on the bed and chu peng told me to go to sleep like what a mummy would do(not my mummy kind of way). then placed the warm water bottle on my stomach and went to sleep. during recess, hui wen, kris and jof came over and see me. kris even helped me to apply medicated oil on my tummy, like my daddy!! then slept soundly.. woke up here and then when ppl came in and switched on the light. then ard 12noon mr go came in with 2 boys. settling disciplinary stuff.. den i was eavesdropping all the way. coz the lights and the noise woke me up (-__-)_|_. the whole h.o.d. room is buzzling wif teacher's scoldings and pupil's explanation. den bo bian when they leave i went back to class. den dunnoe y when i sat down, my stomach cramps again. den asked yan li for plastic bag. vomitted again. then alot of ppl came and comforted me. i tink got li yi, yan li, qiu yu... din notice as i was looking inside the plastic bag. hahas. den yang lao shi told me to take care and see a doctor coz 'O's coming. den laid my head on the table during mr chia's lesson. tink he can see that i'm sick too. went home on a taxi.

i must thank everyone that showed me concern. ashley and maggie(for that piece for 'bread'), chu peng, hui wen, kris, joflin, zhan hui, li yi, yan li, qiu yu, yan ping, jia meng, yi xiang, bro(for coming home early juz to buy me bread and cheese), chu er(my sweetest sweetheart, for god knows what reason, knows that i'm sick =>), sista zhao hong(for offering me tampon, fake me),yan kiat(offering me 'bread', lols), yang lao shi, mr chia and lastly ms ek (for telling the class that i should eat more vitamin C. i'm so grateful, not! she muz be smiling sheepishly. eeks!)

today actually i'm having my MC de. but bcoz today got class photo taking! last year le!! hw to be absent? and taking back our report books =(.

English - C6
Chinese - A1
A maths - D7
E maths - C5
Biology - B4
Phy/Chem- C5
SS/Geog - D7
good lorz. class position dropped from 21 to 29 to 30/44. L1R4:21. L1R5:28.
going ITE lor!

2005-05-25T16:49:00.000+08:00

ganna da shan.. haiz.. rather not have this kind of 'luck encounter'.. "tao hua yun".. weird.. then hav to make a detour.. but still saw him again.. laoz, ppl in clementi muz hav stamps on their eyes.. i juz go cut hair.. nerd nerd de.. scary..

haha.. ppl muz be vomiting when they read this.. rite?

anywayz, baby hammy is growning up liao!! so cute.. grew hair le.. then eyes small small de.. den on bus hm saw 2 babies in front of me.. hmm, that tot of having babies made me ponder abt who will my future husband b like.. hey, my ambition when i was young was to be a housewife man.

had table-tennis photo-taking today.. i hate the juniors.. i noe they dislike us too.. haha.. had a prediction that the cca will b down sooner or later.. so bad huh?

_21 may saturday*__

went to PS to walk walk.. then actually wanted to watch movie.. but all selling fast.. den bought blue mr P for my bro.. den ate burger king, the starwars burger.. so thick!

den went to heeren.. nth to shop anyway.. actually wanted to buy a wrist bangle.. but abit expensive.. den friend say share.. but dun like in the end, coz abit too heavy n big..

den went to taka.. nth to buy too.. went to the 'food' storey there.. lolz, so many yummy yummy!! but ate toyoyaki balls.. den friend the whole ting put in the mouth, i also.. haha.. scalded my tongue until i cry manz.. shant b so stupid in the future..

far east next.. so many 'dolls' dolled up.. went to the 'behaviour' shop.. then tried onto a shirt.. their tops really rocks.. but i only glued my eyes on the shirt near the entrance.. sassy girl printed on the white shirt.. cost=$29.90.. arh!!! no money!! but BB paid =p.. i contributed 5 bucks =)

_22 may sunday*__

watched Amityville Horror at clementi.. scary.. shrieked at one scene.. forgot wat exactly was it already.. but it was a ghost suddenly appearing.. again, i wanted to surrender in the midst.. lol.. scary cat=baoling
(abit expanded xP)

_23 may monday*__

went to grandma's hse.. grandpa said my hair gong gong de.. lol, my grandma say wah, tall le, dark le, ke yi jia4 ren le.. xD.. heee..

2005-05-20T22:16:00.000+08:00

juz came back from gym.. and had durian immediately after i came home.. =P

after sch i went to cut hair wif kris.. oopz.. again.. ya, i noe.. then i ask the hairdresser to layer my hair.. den he persuade me to cut my fringe.. weird lor.. i tink the kind he's going to cut is going to make my face rounder than now.. but allowed him to cut a weeny little bit only.. den he so chu lu.. pulled my strand of hair.. then accidentally poked my cheek.. den i say pain ah, later u cut my ear how? den he say, the most he mian qiang fu ze.. lol.. wat mian qiang? long queue waiting for me leh!

then went to eat jelly ice cream and breads wif jmin n emily.. den went back to sch gate to wait for blue freak to pass sth to jmin.. stupid idiot la.. say i look like lunatic.. f**k..

walked to the je sports complex.. den the gym.. sign in at 3 plus pm..

then workout.. until abt 6+ chu er come wif her friend.. indonesian friendly girl!!

then workout till 8+.. went to kfc for dinner.. i had OR fillet meal.. regretted having its colesaw.. taste like shit.. even went to change lor.. i would rather eat mashed potato than colesaw now.. idiotic colesaw =X

den went home =) after abt 5 hrs of workout..

2005-05-17T20:53:00.000+08:00

ok.. results are out.. disappointed with myself with chemistry, both maths and comb humanes.. so sian..

gotta go find bio drawings out.. else i'll b killed..

so many homework suddenly today..

2005-05-16T16:17:00.000+08:00

_13 may friday*__

friday the 13th.. last paper.. comb sci MCQ & chi listening..

after sch went jmin hse to eat her mum cook de lei cha.. then changed n went to lot one walk walk.. ok, i was too softhearted to fork out 10 bucks for charity.. regrets..

then saw joanne an yeh ching..

went home and changed into shorts and tee.. going to meet jmin n esther for gym.. esther's cousin n bro came along.. haha.. working out for a few hrs.. felt so gd after sweating out.. we r going once every week..

_14 may saturday*__

after fetching bro to n fro tuition, we went to je.. going for ice-skating.. wif kim, chu er, jmin and her cousin.. haha.. 3 pairs together.. 1 more experienced and a newbie.. hee.. den when i held kim, she squeezed my hand to an angle that made my hand pain.. nw it's aching.. lolx.. then i fell down once together wif jmin cousin.. jmin is record breaking.. den nxt i tink is chu er.. coz she ganna pulled by her.. bth of their knees blue-black le.. heehee.. xing zai le huo..

den went to bkt panjang pei kim buy stuff.. chu er still having hangover.. so we went to sit at one eatery.. that uncle v nice..

den took taxi to chu er hse.. ate steak.. den watched vcd.. watched till 1 plus am den i fell asleep le.. den went to her bed n sleep.. din noe chu er was watching the vcd for the whole night.. den at the morning woke up saw her still watching.. -_-||..

_17 may sunday*__

after washing up, went to take bus to novena.. then transfer to mrt..

den went to watch house of wax.. haha.. NC16 yet i can watch.. the murder is very horrific.. in the midst i intend to stop watching de... the tall blonde was killed wif a spear pierced thru the head frm the back.. =S.. n one of the killer was being used by his brother.. should go and watch.. but mayb nt at jp.. coz they check ur age.. anyway, 1989 considered as 16 le mah!

then went home..

ard evening went to queensway to pei my bro buy his slippers.. all other is so ex.. then we saw one shop.. their slippers gt alot of colours.. and it's cheap =) $5.90..

_16 may monday*__

today got back eng p2, chinese, bio, physics, comb humanes and amaths.. comb humanes and amaths fail again.. comb humanes-46% amaths-31/80.. hmm.. sore throat now.. leg no strength..

2005-05-13T11:34:00.000+08:00

hee. incest happened in my class!! oh no!!

hammy mummy and hammy son had sexual intercourse on a rainy stormy night.

then...

they forgot safety precautions..

so... hammy grandchild/child popped out..

haha. exam period so everyone din noe hammy mummy got pregnant.. then gave birth..

we only saw one there.. so we assumed others din survived the ordeal of being eaten up..

wahaha.. more babies~!~!

2005-04-30T17:31:00.000+08:00

一千年好远的未来… 时空是可以分割的? 我可以不可以留下我想要的留下我的幸福? 也许化身Mummy也是一种逃避或者等待的方式但我想要我的是什么?

bL.a.|ck|

now at cc blogging.. ganna dragged here by bro de.. coz home's com spoilt.. icons din appear.. so it mayb a gd ting! no nd to be distracted by the com and nt studying for the MYE.. but.. i'm still in front of a com now.. at least nt mine.. but any diff?

what we experienced will always be a part of me..

2005-04-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

today.. hmm.. morning during maths lesson.. phor came in.. lectured a whole lot.. is our class really the dirtiest? juz because we can eat in class? ya, the cosy corner is something that we couldnt appreciate. mayb shutting down everything is good. things will be easier, problems and disputes solved. no more instant noodles day.. however, on the other hand, quite alot of ppl paid a great amt of effort to set up this thing. before u wan to say that this is nt gd, that is nt gd, try to DIY. any effort made by u?

ya.. funny.. listening to sth funny nw.. what ebay de.. den "buy.." den "they love me on ebay".. lala!

NAFA test today.. sit up, sit and reach, shuttle run was okie.. 2.4 run i'm sastified already.. but i'm truly disappointed by myself on pull-ups and standing broad jump. stupid me. one pull up also cannot. even when i hang myself so high =P. standing broad jump is an annual thing that i flunked.

bio lesson. reproduction of plants. bio practical.. haha.. ended up everyone was more interested in koping the flowers than the lesson. even guys like! haha. flowers are charming. unless it's use to hit ur head.

chem lesson. mr blue freak was super agitated. of coz, everyone will. after superior came and lecture on u. stand the whole lesson. and he spent the whole lesson talking abt the cleanliness. haiz.

talking abt standing. maths lesson i was punished to stand up for nt handing in my test paper.. and i could swear i passed it up. but i still searched for it. den confirm nt wif me le, so went to find at mr chia's table. it was there! tata~ so much for being punished.

eng oral after sch. last one in my grp=timer. haha. that timer wants to sit outside so much =P. waited for abt 2 hrs for my turn. was nt nervous at first. but kept pausing and thinking abt hw to phrase my thoughts. but after minutes, i still cant think of anything. die.

2 pix taken at crystal jade ...

2005-04-23T16:56:00.000+08:00

last nite dreamt of me going to die in weeks.. haha.. so terrified that.. erm.. hee.. secet.. =P

last nite went to sch to watch the speech day.. mr ong went back.. received a warm welcome by us.. the 2nd one who receives so much applause is mr chia.. haha. ok, i got cheated to go and was pang seh by someone.. shldnt hav believed in him.. stupid fool

co de very emotional.. esp the sec 4 de.. their last day.. hmm.. how come table-tennis de dont hav like this?

went to tuition today.. this few days is so hot and humid.. dunnoe is the weather or the shampoo i'm been using.. hair became dry.. argh.

do youu believe in love at first sight?

2005-04-21T16:09:00.000+08:00

today i'm feeling: pissed and sleepy.

morning took taxi to sch coz i wanna copy maths.. i tried. but gave up. dunno hw to do.. den went across my blk to take a vacant taxi.. in front of it is a taxi 'busy'.. ok, to my surprise, the 'busy' taxi pulled over. haha. shocked. den bo bian enter. grandpa driving. then at the junction where bus turns to enter the clementi int, the taxi driver wants to turn into ave 6 w/o u-turning at further front. cannot turn right there. den i was tinking is the car across the road going to collide wif the taxi anot. haha. luckily the driver decided to go straight. but he u-turn at the place where ppl turn into HDB carpark. haha. hiong leh. the taxi driver is impatient too.. dunnoe y.. is v agitated when the traffic lights turn red.. den go by PIE.. which normally the taxi drivers wun unless i tell them to.. hmm.. weird weird peh peh.

today at sch is so damn tired n sleepy. perhaps it's bcoz of the weather. everyone else is tired too.. and guess what? today we have 5 periods of maths. luckily is go thru questions and it's not in one shot de. else all of us will collapse. test u all sth.. haha.. my class de cannot answer..

repeat the pattern:
1
11
21
1211
111221
...
clue: think out of the box.

den today after sch collected chinese work. was quite fed up the whole day. PMS alert.

den went to lunch wif kris. saw her cousin and company. den walked tog. nicholas rang up my phone to find kris. den kris stopped to listen. den started pouring heavily. she still stand there.. haha.. den walk back to the bus stop. i dunoe what will happen to my phone bill by the end of this month =X. sure die. den when kris ended the phone call, she ran across the road to shelter. leaving 4 lil poor ducklings. haha. incl me. screaming at the roadside. coz got alot of car turning in. lydia(her cousin)was so excited that she grabbed my hand. or did i grabbed hers?

was quite surprised that i'm quite well-known in the sch. mayb they noe me by the nerdy-looking gal besides kris.

den took 502 home. that bus driver horn his horn for 4 times at least since i got on the bus. and when i alighted, he din open the door. wtf man. attitude. i'm nt the only one. another sch girl also was treated like tis. and surprisingly, when other adults alighted, the doors were opened. discrimination? go to hell. stop horning ppl and speed all the way. stupid express bus. rushing n rushing. then when i abt to cross a road at the car park, i got horn-ed. do i look like i'm going to dash across the road? ppl taught me to tolerate these unreasonable ppl. ya, tolerate. muz be understanding. their working hours are long. they are v tired. they are adults. they rules? "what logic is this?"-lydia

i dunnoe what do ppl actually want me to do? sometimes i do this n got scolded, sometimes i dun do this and got scolded too? mayb i'm born to be reprimanded by u.

got a nerd hair. actually the fringe is supposed to slant downwards to the right de. din hav the effect. yet the fringe is so damn short. duh. i'm a nerd. and a crazy one. stay back.

anyway, i haven open my laogong's cd to listen. haha.

2005-04-19T18:02:00.000+08:00

a maths diffferentiation test failed.. aww. quite alot careless mistakes..

after sch went to je wif david mei and zhaohong sista.. firstly went to some girly shop to help sista find ear stick.. in the end din buy.. den went to popular's cd rama.. guess what? i bought my laogong's cd!! and one complimentary poster. din bear to open it.. haha, still intend to pass it to my laogong to let him open it for me. *dreaming... yeah. gonna let him autograph on it.

after that.. mei went home.. den sista wanted to go IMM.. so i pei him.. he went to baleno to buy 4 ankle socks at $14. den went to one small cart to buy hairclips.

today's so hot.. later going to pei bro go dwnstair to cut hair.. mayb i'll cut or trim mine too.. that 3 mao fringe.

2005-04-15T23:52:00.000+08:00

juz watched 'the pacifier' juzt nw at empress at clemnti. the cheap cheap one.$7.

watched wif joanne. was quite last min. 9.30 show. ok, couples couples and many couples. me and joanne no much diff. les. lol..

the show was okie. v touching at parts.. luckily, joanne did nt sleep while i hav tears in my eyes.

ok, cant say much abt tis movie. coz i'm going to watch it again nxt sun. =S

lala. i'm pestered by a baby. a boy one. i'm so afraid of guys crying.. dun cry in front of me guys. even though all of u have the every right to cry.

i'm tired. i wanna sleep. nitez.

2005-04-12T20:35:00.000+08:00

i am sick yet i ate tom yam instant noodle at class during recess. bu pa si.

slept at sick bay since chem lesson. full house inside wor. 2 beds taken. so lie on the table. then got one nice nice malay guy called out: 'girl.' lol. he let me sleep on the bed!! so gd. din thank him coz i like 'uh?'. lol. really want to thank him. lol, then before i lie on the bed, i peered at the other one. lol. another guy. he stared back at me blurly. ok, i was quite rude. den sleep till shuang shuang. in between hear conversations between teachers and mayb mdm oen. or wat i thought la.

went for lunch with hui wen n kris. ate big bowl of porridge. din finish..

then hui wen came over to my house to do the CME project.

ate durians!! muahahaha. dun care if i'm sick..

everyone support my baobei laogong!! buy his album!! bian hao 89757!! hell no to downloading. lol.

2005-04-10T19:37:00.000+08:00

crystal jade at jp. ya.. was quite pissed at the long queue. and sis calling me an idiot. hor! jie u idiot too! lol, childish.

finally got a seat after the long wait.

shared 3 diff flavour of ramen, 2 'long' of the infamous xiao long bao, sheng jian bao, cong you su bing(which taste v like onion rings XD), and another su bing of radish(which was unexpectedly sweet that it taste like turnips. lol. the menu quite limited la. wat i ate at shanghai wasnt in the menu.
anyway, i forgot wat i ate already. ya, i ate cong you bing, but was nt the same. there's wo wo tou too.. small yellow cone-shaped ting. haha. nice memories, specially the toilets. everyone sped off after 10s entering the passage. din even enter the toilet i tell u =pP. everyone bear the urge and went back to the hotel to shh shh..

saw bryan and his family. haha, filial son. *praise.

saw lye zhen and his family too. he look very sleepy. din wear specs so cant recognise me.

took pics wif parents and sister. lol. forced parents to 'twist' wif me. lala. post them later.

then went to walk walk. pa muz b so happy today. gave me n sis 100 to go shop. sis rejected. humph, disappointment. lol, ok la, v scared to hav so much money. kim and bryan was shooting a show. the girls were having contest on princess? fiona xie- the special guest. she is so skinny. took pic of zhou chu meng. me n sis on the verge of fainting. lol. too bad he's married. sobx.

went home by myself =(. slept on the long journey home by bus again. i enjoy takin the 154 bus alone. sleeping. zzz. knocking myself against every possible objects. ouch..

2005-04-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

had tuition today. felt slight feeling that i might juz faint anytime. dunnoe y. haha.

changed and went to 7-11 to buy carrot juice (just in case i faint). haha.. then went back home coz i realise pa forgot to return me my ez-link. bro went down too. i dread this. cycled on the bike 1 round wif skirt. oops. hope friend's mum din c wat's inside =X. as usual, bro asked me if he can tag along. no.

yeah, pa said tml going to crystal jade! or sth like this.. he treat. muahaha. eat eat eat. pa offered to buy me a thumbdrive too. but i dun need. mayb see hw much it cost first. =) i'm a good girl.

waited for sien wei at clementi station. waited till i sweat like hella. initially wanted to go chu er hse stay over de.. den on platform she den call me say cannot. sad.. haha. but went to town to watch movie.

and my decision sucks. so many ppl. mostly couples. haha. den everyone dolled up so nice. i wore my fav black tank top and pure milk skirt. and one red bag. den sien wei is so cute. =). chu er arrived much later and brought two monkeys. lol. active at night ones. den the whole outing was like controlling them. haha. ppl ard us muz be so damn pissed. they ran about. lol. guess kids are like that. o ya, how big m i anyway. no diff.

went to watch 'beauty shop'. other movies were selling fast. -->1st reason why not catch a movie in town during weekends. horror movies were definitely out as there were 2 monkeys.

the show was quite alright. i felt like i'm in the movie. mayb i'm too close to the screen. row 'N'.

the sissy boss who Gina worked for previously. evil sissy.

_added:

during the kissing scenes, the two lil monkeys were fighting over the box of popcorn. so cute. =p

2005-04-08T20:19:00.000+08:00

chilling to: howie day- collide
today. hmm. wait let me tink. i tink i got STM.

start from morning. ran to board a bus. saw ghim siew. lala, went to sch together. she got a bun from the 'rotiboy'. new shop that opened near the interchange. smells so tempting. humph.

i hate this daily rountine of wake, bathe, study, study, cca, play, go crazy, sleep. do u?

cant catch up with mr chia's speed. differentiation. 3e^-6.. blah.. despite yee hoau's continuous effort to teach me, i tink i cant completely understand.

copied corrections for SS. oops, or is it yesterday? ya, today was SBQ.

played with hammy in my class. intended to change the bedding. monday den got new bedding. the smaller hammy peed on chu peng's hands xD. that big hammy rubbed his stuffed cheek and vomited it's food on levianna's hand. haha.

played table-tennis wif jof.. today no session. we volunteerly go.. actually chatted. before we can set up, kris called me. went to find her. crying. i'm so glad i did nt hav to cry everyday.

yeah. jie hwee told me a good lobang. i'm goin to get the new JJ album. autographed.

2005-04-06T23:20:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired this few days. 2 tests on fri. ya, everyone, i haven studied. should be glad bah.. lol. bio & physics. mr lee tested me today during TT.. haha.. praised me. duh.

TT i was so crazy in the beginning. ya, at the end part was 'duh'. lol. did a bit of SS. thanx to po han for watching me eat hokkien lor. lol. anyway, if you are wondering what the hell is it, it's something like prawn noodle but it's more concentrated. or with starchy water. erm. hope it's not ambiguous. quite nice ya. it's recommended by Mr Blue Freak. yeah. shall name that person this.

one of the lamiest joke i've heard tonight:
1) why do Superman always wears a tight outfit?

the first who got it correct gets a loli from me. lol. joanne cannot participate.

2005-04-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

something from denise's blog:

If you are heartbroken from a relationship, brace up to:
Since You've Been Gone by Kelly Clarkson

If you met your ex and still have feelings for that person, listen to:
Truth Is by Fantasia Barrino

If two people fall in love with the same person, hear this out:
Yuan Dian by Stephanie Sun and Tanya Chua

If you want more attention from your other half, play this:
Ta Hai Shi Bu Dong by S.H.E

If you dont feel like going home, go with:
Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne

If you are feeling high, go crazy with:
Do Somethin' by Britney Spears

If you are feeling lame, chant this:
Sweat (A la la la la long) by Inner Circle

If you are angry at someone who did something to you, hum to:
Karma by Alicia Keys

If you are feeling what i am feeling, drown yourself in:
Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day

2005-04-03T09:04:00.000+08:00

ytd had Haagen-Dazs ice-cream for lunch at holland V.. wif ash,jmin and esther.. haha.. i'm the earliest! unexpected. lol. the temptation of the ice-cream. muahahaha.

had ultimate ice-cream creation. 4 ice-cream: coffee, toffee creme, green tea, and rum&raisin. 3 topping: banana, strawberry and cookie crunch. the green tea ice-cream's flavour was too strong. i still prefer the restaurant M's. haha. then took lots photo tog wif jmin's phone. empty bowls. lol. shld hav taken it before we ate. but too tempting. =p.. ambience not bad. but 4 young ladies went to destroy its serenity. haha. chatted and laughed like nobody's business

esther kept telling us we muz leave now we muz leave now. dun wanna to be late for that hsk exam mah. haha, everyone gobbled dwn the ice-cream like siao. ok la, nt that exagerating. then went outside to hail the taxi to get to Civil Service College to take the exam there. haha. reached there within minutes. all tot it's so far away and panicking. the taxi fare: $2.80. which means 40cents of journey. alot of ppl there. and only some fuhuaNITES wore uniform. heh, different teacher. that exam took almost 3 hrs. the test was quite alright. some not sure of the ans only. should be can get 8th grade? haha. later only 7 grade i go knock the wall.

after that went to holland V to eat dinner and walk walk. ate laksa.

then went to ikea. was so tired that i sort of offended ppl. haha, ok la, it's nt her fault. it's someone else who likes blue's fault. dun buy tings at one go and so troublesome. next time u better answer my phone call. argh. sorry.

took taxi home wif kim coz she dun hav direct bus home. wahaa, spending and spending. haha, i also bought a pink mobile phone accessory that blinks when there's radiation. lol. and it's that male's part blinking. oops.

2005-04-01T21:11:00.000+08:00

happy april fool to everyone! haha.. getting more and more 'low profile' as we grow up.. mayb is all the formulaes reigning our brain.. then we have no juicy ideas for fun stuff.. hmm.. quite sad i think.. haha, imagine days will be spent with few surprises to pick us up from our moody days..

stayed back today till 7.. helped ng.. or izit pei jia min.. after that went to je kfc wif kim.. din want to eat initially.. but bought a large popcorn meal.. haha.. nobody cares if i'm fat. lol. discussed abt the yandaos n chiobus in our sch. nt the students. but the teachers. sad to say, there's few.

tml got HSK [han yu shui ping kao shi]. haha, should b goin to hagen daaz before it. hope wun be late. going to civil dunnoe wat.. haha.. unfamiliar place. so damn anxious. how? lots of students leh.. haha.. mayb can spot my mr right? ya right, keep dreaming.

told kim i think marriage is really a tough commitment.. really envious of how ppl could live tog for so many years and still so loving. admit i dun tink i can do that.. tonite saw a documentary 'sense of being' or sth like that.. today's story is on an old couple.. the grandma is blind. the grandpa is suffering frm Alzheimer's Disease\Senility Dementia. so they have to help each other in daily household chores. the grandma is so funny. when asked if grandpa rmb to turn off the gas after cooking, she said that she told him that if 'boom', he dies. and she can juz walk out. haha.. perhaps its nt that funny to some.. then they held on to each other every now and then. depending on each other for support.

JJ is so mi ren.. haha..

dunnoe y the covered walkway from mrt is filled with wriggling worms and squashed ones.. perhaps it's some signs of phenomenon. that's y they crawl up frm the soil. hmm, but.. they are so disgusting! yucks. kept lookin on the floor and walked very quickly, avoiding crawling worms. nt the first day already. this wednesday also got. haha, joanne almost flicked one on me. if she really does that, i'll murder her.

2005-03-30T00:18:00.000+08:00

h.o.d of humanities came in and observed our class today. and our teacher is exceptionally caring and lovely.. aww, so sweet. even had objectives and printed the starters of the concept map for us. asked us to write our mind maps into the transparencies and present to the class. i think all of us are exceptionally shocked at the modification of the norm lessons. whereby we do our work quietly and she sits there and mayb mark her stuff. ring, lesson ended.

form tr told us the change of seats. many were sad over it. i was so damn neutral. ok la, coz the one sitting beside me was my classmate since sec 1 and he is my so-called 'xiao jiu zi'. alrighto? well, cheer up everyone. kris i noe u'll miss me.. lol, i noe u will miss my chinese. haha, bhb =p

ate ban mian for lunch.

reached hm at 5pm. sat in front of the com till abt 7. dun ask me to do work in the afternoon. i dun hav the concentration.

dinner ate a few piece of chicken frm my bro's chicken rice. he wants chicken rice w/o the chicken. specifically frm our ancestors. 'loy kee'.

went to NUS a few times since last yr. went to the Mac to wait for my friends to check their schedule. if ppl are offended abt my previous entries, i would want to say im nt against NUS or any universities. i'm juz fascinated. that's all. if i am clever enough as those in universities, i would go to NUS. ya, so i'm nt against. it's juz some of the coconut brains i dun understand. and i did nt say NUS or any other Universities like Oxford,UOW, etc. anyway, ya, i'm still a kid. the future is still quite far for me as understand from it. i've not even planned about my tertiary education at JC/Poly, so y would i bother abt Uni. i'm so damn broke that i think if worse come to worse, i may not go Uni. haha, i'm nt frm a family whose parents are earning quite alot ya?. anyway, generation gap. too profound for me to understand what ppl are hinting at. oopx, or am i too stupid? =S

anyway, if you feel offended about what i say, ignore me or juz delete me frm ur memory. duh. i so mean. wahaa, who cares.

2005-03-28T14:54:00.000+08:00

Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway Lyrics

From Princess Diaries 2 Soundtrack

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of a could-be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway

[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around wild indoors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

2005-03-28T14:51:00.000+08:00

feeling crampy now. chem & bio tr's lesson's free.. went to toilet 4 times today.. haha.. break record.. no structured remedial for bio. then took taxi home. here i am. mayb later go sleep. shit, tml got chi test haven study & have amaths homwork to complete. get well soon, my dear girl. lol. zi yan zi yu.

2005-03-22T16:53:00.000+08:00

duh.. tried to cheer someone up but got stepped on the foot. perhaps it's retribution. but i begged to differ. i was juz trying to be erm.. ok, i dunnoe. cant delete away wat i said anyway. ya, we ended. happy? over my friends, and they rules. he should scram if he doesnt noe hw to comprehend wat's happening.

and to that person, that gives me my right to hurt u. aww. coz i really felt bad at that time. u dun understand hw i felt? scram. i must take my stand. coz i think i didnt do anything wrong. is it wrong to worry for my closest friend when she went missing for 2 days? and the fact is that she din even contact me nor her cousin. duh, u wun understand. studying made u berserk.

cool it.. wohoo, teached my sis how to do up a blog.. lol.. i'm nt a gd teacher.. haha.. well, jie cheer up!! lalala~ din teach her much.. told her to go find a skin.. haha..

today had PE.. 2.4km run. damn tired. stomach hurts. went to the toilet immediately.. tried to *poo poo* but cant. the toilet is so damn dark. stretch out ur hand, u'll c nth.. thanks to the principal's plan on saving electricity. all the toilet does not have lights on.

chinese tr din came.. but still got the small test.. lala~ i studied.

ya, before PE was humanes. and that teacher sucks. u may be reading this, but hey, u r so damn unreasonable. not mentioning the workbook 'copying' issue, now u spent 1 whole period to tok on useless stuff. ya, so what if university is impressive? and normals are idiots? i cant stand ppl like this. so smart. abit irony here.
GS juz came and get his book back and he got scolded like hella's business. ok, he does not have basic manners to come and greet u. but do u need to make the thing so 'BIG'? writing down on class diary and your diary. show principal? go ahead. even nicole who borrowed the book from her got scolded. and nicole said she assume he dont need it. that hella tr said dont assume. and the next moment she started assuming. what's that? and so scared that she cant find GS, she quickly went to his class and called him out. 27 years of good teaching records. ya, bullshit. i know, the reasons are that u make small minor stuff until like it's life n death business, report to the authorities, and get credits.
during chemistry class, there's no tr coz ng was on MC. then coincidently, principal walked past. everyone scattered to their seats. lolx, i'm so studious, i was doing A maths homework (din want to carry home the thick book). then she came in and talked to us. asked us about feedbacks. me and nicole said that the toilet's light should be on. the next moment, there's light in the toilets! magic! ppl of high authority sure do have the power. anyway, din on it, coz it's too hot. haha.

went to the ominax theatre for the 'mystic india'. was so-so in the beginning. but at the ending there, i fell asleep. struggled to wake up but cant =X. someone from our sch used laser to shine on the screen. esp when indians wif the red dot came on screen. disrespectful leh. esp when u noe the fact that many indians were watching the show, u r wearing sch uniform, and u r already in sec 4. u feel bored? go to sleep. haha.. i sure like to tell ppl to go to sleep.

long long entry i must write. denise is saying that she's bored wif the lyrics thingy already.

in the holidays, small grp of classmates n Ng went to ikea to shop for small furnitures to put in our 'cosy corner'(or some may like Love Chia God Cosy Coozy Corner). bought 2-3 carts of thing. had 2 foldable chairs, 2 arm chairs(which are meant for ppl wif small hips. ya, i cant squeeze inside. thank you), four white cups, one red bathroom curtain for table cloth, one dunnoe wat cloth from the old products section for the floor, one notepad for writing(dunoe y ng wants to buy a new one), curtains for the cosy corner. that day was zhao hong's bdae to mention. sang him a bdae song when me, jmin, ash arrived at the station. ng was late. then an auntie came and asked us to help her top up her sim card. first time noe there's such a thing as toping up by doing tis de. den ng walked away. that auntie said:"sorry to 'chase' your boyfriend away". -_-| boyfriend? he's our form tr. he got so young meh? haha.

after the thing, went to sheng song to buy the tidbits. haha. bought to packets of chestnuts for myself. i finished one in a day! muahahaha. simply love them.

anything to add on? erm.. yeah! will be staying over at sweetheart's house again this weekend. coz i scared she too stressed up and i noe she missed me! hor, sweetheart? lalala~ she said my voice is the only one that she can hear until falling asleep. haha. i experienced her falling asleep on phone. talking, talking.. then silence from her. then i siao siao go make funny noises. then i realise she's falling asleep. XD sweetheart, u r the only one that i can tok so long to leh! can i marry u? smuackz. lol. sweetheart is my bestest(if there's this word) bud. bully her not.

2005-03-13T15:31:00.000+08:00

Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated Lyrics

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

{Chorus}
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye

And rendered me
So isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that

{Chorus}

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away (3x)
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away (4x)

{Chorus}

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

2005-03-13T10:42:00.000+08:00

since the afternoon when sweetheart's mum called me and told me that chloe's missing.. i was very worried.. especially at the tot of the past cases... they were not found.. and the recent case about the china girl who was murdered.. i do not wish to lose her.. she has been the closest one to me since sec 2.. went to her house in the afternoon after meeting j'min,kim,huiwen,kris.. then all except kris went to her house by cab.. broke down at mos burger while having dinner.. the tot of sweetheart meeting mishap..

it's 2 days.. and her mum told me that she has made a report.. but when we went to her house, she said she hasnt due to not wanting chloe's dad to be worried..

we broke the codes for her phone n msn.. contacted anyone that seem possible for chloe to be with.. but everyone said no..

when we were looking at her things, we knew that she was suffering from alot of stress.. that makes us more worried.. once again, i broke down.. j'min was there to hug me..

and when i saw the stairs, there's blood trails.. i was on the verge of fainting.. even the sudden appearance of a dog frightened me..

we took cab home again.. i told my dad an outline of what happened.. and cried again.. he comforted me by placing his hand on mine.. logged on to msn.. gor asked me how was it.. then i told him i'm scared..

at that moment, i was the only one awake in the house.. i dared not look around.. or even move an inch.. and that was when i hope that someone will knock on my door and give me a hug..

called chloe's cousin to ask her to persuade the adults to call the police before i went to sleep at 12+.. no use being awake and scaring myself.. i was frightened still.. gor asked me to use bolster to cover my face.. i fell asleep..

at 3+, chloe called.. i was overjoyed.. talked for a while and went back to sleep.. asked her where did she go, but she wun answer.. the police found her.. but the fact that she's ok was good..

everyone else can sense the seriousness in me.. why cant u? dont tell me you are trying to cheer me up by acting blur..

what exactly is the adults doing? how come they dont report earlier? it's more than 48 hours.. it's not safe for my sweetheart.. what do they mean by police is inefficient? strange adults..

2005-03-08T20:25:00.000+08:00

Black Eyed Peas - The Apl Song Lyrics

[Chorus in Tagalog]
Lapit mga kaibigan at makinig kayo
Ako'y padadalang, balita galing sa bayan ko
Yaung pamamahagi ang mga kuento
Ng manga pangyayaring ganaganap
Sa lupang pinangako

[English Translation:]
(Come together and listen
I brought news from my native land
I'll tell you how we live and what goes on
From my beloved homeland.)

[Verse one, Apl.De.Ap]
Every place got a ghetto this is my version
Check it out...
Listen closely yo, I got a story to tell
A version of my ghetto where life felt for real
Some would call it hell but to me it was heaven
God gave me the grace, amazin' ways of living
How would you feel if you had to catch your meal?
Build a hut to live and to eat and chill in.
Having to pump the water outta the ground
The way we put it down utilizing what is around
Like land for farming, river for fishing
Everyone helpin' each other whenever they can
We makin' it happen, from nothin' to somethin'
That's how we be survivin' back in my homeland

[Chorus]

[Verse two, Apl.De.Ap]
Yo, its been a while but...
I been back home to my homeland, (check it out) to see what's going on
Man it feels good to be back at home
And it's been a decade, on the journey all alone
I was fourteen when I first left Philippines
I've been away half my life, but it felt like a day
To be next to my mom with her home cooked meal
Meant I felt complete, my emotions I feel!
Now life has changed for me in the U.S
But back at home man, life was a mess...
I guess sometimes life's stresses gets you down
On your knees, oh brother I wish I could have helped you out...

[Chorus]

2005-03-08T17:13:00.000+08:00

overalls..
physics: 60+% [B3]
chem : 75% [A1]
amaths : 52%
emaths : 44%
[to be continued]
haiz.. got back english compo for the common test.. got 17/30.. phew.. tot i would fail.. read my compo n my friends' compo.. muz admit that our class english muz improve.. haha.. even P6 could write that well, excluding my bro though.. =X.. i tot i would fail as i abruptly ended my story.. din elaborate what kind of proverty the character was living in.. read my paper n realise what i can write w/o knowing i made a mistake.. "The television set is small & big.." my friends sitting ard me burst into laughter.. XD

today's SS lesson was so boring.. haha.. almost fell asleep.. as well as other subjects following her lesson.. SS.. SLEEP-INDUCING STUDYING.. haha..

did chi small test 4.. the tian xie han zi was ABC as i studied and asked my dad to test me twice n i tested myself once.. but i scared the sentence-making part.. din study.. then 3 of the qns was chen yu.. nevertheless, i got one of the 3 right.. i tell u sth funny i wrote for one sentence.. ming2 zhe2 bao3 shen1: a wise person who knows what's best for himself can safeguard his personal security[ppl living under tyranny].. guess what i wrote? huang shang gei li jiang jun yi ge mian shi jin pai, ying wei ta zhong xin xiao lao guo jia, rang ta neng gou ming2 zhe2 bao3 shen1..
my gosh, teacher will going to burst into laughter when she hears this.. =X

2005-03-07T19:26:00.000+08:00

_05 march saturday*__

went to tuition in the afternoon.. boring as usual.. teacher is speaking to himself.. then the questions he set is ridiculous.. haha.. dun mind me today.. i'm pissed.

then went central to buy box to put the ring we bought for chu er.. find here find there.. finally found one with ugly wrapping.. bought it..

went home to paste black papers.. by the time i finish, it's abt time to meet the others.. but still hav to rush to bathe.. then pack.. guess what, i brought chinese dictionary, pure chem TYS, ws to town.. =x all for my dearest sweetheart..

den sienwei was already waiting for me at clementi station.. i wore till too formal.. tube,jeans,heels[my sis spoilt my shoe.hav to wear her heels-_-].. then got a big ripcurl handbag.. to stuff everything..

haha.. jmin n em missed clementi station n was waiting at dover long ago.. told them to wait at the middle of the train.. haha.. then so coincidently, i'm in that exact cabin they were out at..

went to cine.. then saw tempting ice cream.. at restaurant M.. den decided to get a scoop.. den went in to eat that scoop.. haha.. free cartoons to watch.. i ate green tea, super nice.. took out a card and asked everyone to sign on it.. haha.. then huikim came.. went to pastamania to wait for chloe while eating.. drew chu er's portrait.. haha.. then we decided to get a tiramisu to stand in for chloe's cake xD

ate creamy chicken.. was too sweet at the end.. =X ..

kris n her bf came.. then chloe came.. haha.. the lead leh.. wear till so sexy.. *weet-o-weet*

then me, jmin and kim went to 'toilet'.. went to take the small lil tiramisu..

then sang bdae song for chloe.. coincidently, the table behind us has bdae boy.. haha.. i joined in their song =p

actually wanted to watch movie.. but it's too late for some as it's the midnite show.. then we went to take neoprints.. many machine.. $5 worth XD.. kris took one and went back to dinner wif bf..

then after we distributed the pics, jmin n em went home.. den me, kim, sienwei went to chloe house at balestier via cab.. haha.. staying over..
drank red wine.. played xbox.. scanned photos.. chatted online for awhile.. then went to sleep at 3 plus..

_06 march sunday*__

morning woke up at ard 10+.. kim was already awake.. then chloe n sien wei still sleeping.. haha.. both of them can fight man.. then going to meet gor in the afternoon to celebrate his bdae too.. then changed and left the house..

went to watch HITCH.. quite a lame show.. not recommended by me.. haha.. but gor treat so he choose the show..

before the movie went to eat lunch.. ate chicken rice.. haha.. i treat =p..

then went heeren n shop for a while.. went back to cine for the movie..

wtf.. lost my comb in the cinema.. guess it's time for me to get a new one..

then went home..

HITCH's dating guide #3: let your date choose the movie

haha.. in the end, at the night, i became gor's dating doctor.. haha.. i told him i'm nt qualified.. i'm juz telling him wat girls like abt guys.. haha.. gor, gd luck!!

_07 march monday*__

was almost late for school..
took back quite alot of papers today..
e maths common test: 24/50
a maths " " : 15/50
biology " " : 72%
chemistry " " : 72%
physics " " : 76% =D
in addition,
Mother tongue common test: 84%
social studies " " : 15/25

sad, i failed e maths overall by 16 marks.. passed a maths overall by 12 marks.. i even did TYS for e maths.. *shakes head..

today ganna pissed by alot of ppl.. anyway, my apologies to everyone if i've shown bad attitude to u..

some comments on my fringe: strange, should change, cute, looks like someone, jap, etc.. haha.. depressed as i m.. i shall nt bother to go for haircut in near future.. let kris hairstylist proudly say i'm her masterpiece.. huiwen's one nicer though =p..

anywayz, some of the pics took on CNY.. =) and the neoprints me n my friends take.. the most recent ones are at the back =)

2005-02-25T17:47:00.000+08:00

_21 feb monday*__

went for tournament at bvss..

played 3rd single for the first match against nan hua.. was so nervous..

first match= 2:11 was so nervous and pressurised by myself that i cried out when it's break after first match.. then chu er[btw, she went to support me! and meet me to go kris house after that]told me to be fierce, then went on to say i'm lousy.. to trigger my anger.. so that my ultimate smack can arise.. haha.. no joke k.. even down spin i can smack back =p

second match= 9:11 kept smacking her service.. but i also kept making defending mistakes.. all hit the net.. din notice the scores as i played.. was surprise at how well i did, even though i still lost =)

third match= 8:11 she started to get fierce too.. which abit shaken my confidence.. then i kept hitting the balls into the net.. cried again after the whole game.. last game i'm going to play in secondary school life.. after not getting to play in sec 2 & 3..

however, i'm sastified with myself.. thanx to chu er too.. trigger my anger.. smuackz to sweetheart!! the nan hua opponent was said to be strong too.. even the strongest in my team lost to her.. somehow i think she's not in top form that day..

then after the tournament, serene, chu er & I went to kris house.. her grandma passed away..

on the way to her house, chu er showed me her ws & asked me to teach her.. the ws asks about the SI unit of density of water, the refractive index of glass, the speed of light, the speed of sound, etc.. then still got questions about moment of force.. haha.. i know this one! moment= fd which is force*distance!.. muahaha.. i'm so clever =p..

then went up to kris house as she hasnt came down to the void deck yet.. her mum was at the door.. puffy eyes.. talking on the phone about family matters.. everyone seem busy.. her dad and younger bro was sitting on the dinning table with some other elder relatives..

her grandma contracted breast cancer.. and the cancer cells spread to other parts of the body.. the doctor said she had about 6 mths-1year to live.. but she left much earlier than the 'deadline'..

went to pray at the coffin with kris, serene & chu er.. her grandma's face was swollen.. unlike what she look like in the past.. but in kris eyes, she told me her grandma is the prettiest.. :)

then sat at the table.. then kris started to tell us what happened.. then her eyes was filled with tears.. my eyes was watery too.. was thinking about my late grandma.. when she died i wasnt really sad.. now i started thinking about her, and found out that she's pretty nice..

then chu er used the excuse of asking me to accompany her to the temporary toilets.. then she asked me about the idea of getting something that is nt in the form of cash for kris grandma.. she tot of making cranes and stuff.. then her idea was to get flowers for kris grandma as kris earlier on told us that her grandma hasnt received any flowers before when chu er saw the wraths and asked her if her grandma likes flowers.. i was initially against the idea as i tot assistance in form of money would be the best.. however, seeing how chu er is so persistent about getting flowers as a form of 'blessing' for kris grandma..

then we went back to the table and chu er kept saying serene wanted to go to toilet too.. then serene was not against the idea.. but she has to go home already..

then we used the excused of chu er going to serene house to look for serene's mum and that i was following in case chu er didnt know the way back..

so we went to jp's flower shops.. went to and fro these shops to check the prices and the flowers.. then finally found the shop.. but the uncle doesnt understand what we wanted.. then we just got stalks of white chrysanthemums in plastic packaging..

went back to the wake.. then we were standing outside, thinking how to make our entrance.. coz it's filled with many relatives.. then chu er tot of asking the maid out and ask her to bring in the flowers then we quietly make our entrance.. chu er's malay is so superb..

then after awhile, an auntie came and asked us if we ate our dinner.. i bluffed her and said yes.. but she still invited us over to her table to join her for dinner catered by the casket service..

kris and her family were praying.. many of them cried.. including her elder brother.. all except for his younger brother, who still yawned.. perhaps he's too young to comprehend..

went home by the mrt.. while waiting for the train, mum called me n reprimanded me for nt telling her i'm going to a funeral.. i said i told dad about it.. then she say dad where got know anything one? then she demanded me that i use pomelo leaves+water to wash my face, hand and legs before i stepped into the house.. was upset that my mum is so superstitious..

i wanted to watch a horror movie this few days as i wanted to spice up my life.. nowadays it's so boring and sleep-inducive.. luckily i wasnt caught by mdm oen when she's patroling around during S.S lesson another day.. 4 guys were caught and were punished by asking them to go round catching ppl tucking out their shirts.. she even says that it's gd punishment already as she gives them a kind of prefect authority.. =X

cannot blame me.. the SS lesson is really boring.. and i wasnt lying flat on the table.. i was supporting my head and were dozing off already.. trying to keep my eyelids up.. SS lesson with her is always copying of model answers, doing SBQs.. and she flashed the transparencies one after another, how do she want us to copy..

was supposed to meet kris for a movie at 5.. but she has to go and collect the ashes.. so perhaps night then go watch movie..

i want to watch movie!

today got 3 tests.. bio open bk test+physics+a maths.. bio on the eye structure.. physics on current electricity+dC circuit.. can anyone tell me what DC means? =p.. a maths on matrices+binomial+differentiation.. bio got 1 hr for us to flip the book and direct lift it down, haha, so nt that difficult.. only the one on the rods & cones de.. coz the graph is so small that i have to strain my eye to see.. physics was alright too.. hope i can pass.. a maths was so-so.. my last question got no time for me to slowly expand out two matrices.. then i juz multiply the contents.. =X..

2005-02-14T20:16:00.000+08:00

haPpy vaLentIne's day everyone..

_history of valentine's day*__

Legend has it that Valentine was a priest who served during third century Rome. There was an Emperor at that time by the name of Claudius II. Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those that were married. With this thought in mind he outlawed marriage for young men in hopes of building a stronger military base. Supposedly, Valentine, decided this decree just wasn't fair and chose to marry young couples secretly. When Emperor Claudius II found out about Valentine's actions he had him put to death.

Another legend has it that Valentine was an imprisoned man who fell in love with his jailor's daughter. Before he was put to death he sent the first 'valentine' himself when he wrote her a letter and signed it 'Your Valentine', words still used on cards today.

Perhaps we'll never know the true identity and story behind the man named St. Valentine, but this much is for sure...February has been the month to celebrate love for a long time, dating clear back to the Middle Ages. In fact, Valentines ranks second only to Christmas in number of greeting cards sent.

Another valentine gentleman you may be wondering about is Cupid (Latin cupido, "desire"). In Roman mythology Cupid is the son of Venus, goddess of love. His counterpart in Greek mythology is Eros, god of love. Cupid is often said to be a mischievous boy who goes around wounding both gods and humans with his arrows, causing them to fall in love.

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this year's valentine's day is so far among the best i've spent.. haha.. coz i can feel love in my class.. or something like that.. mr ng gave each of us a balloon with our names on it.. of coz, jia min drew our names.. haha..
den mr ng had an gift exchange.. ok, i bought a cup that says 'have a break' on it + a bookmark..
jin hua got my present.. then i got qiu yu's.. a kind of paper weight cum clip..
then my xin fei sweet sweet cute cute got me a pink rose.. haha, kinda small budded, but nvtheless, i like it..
then got myself a red rose from a grp frm the sch.. 4 bucks.. pretty!!
then got quite alot of presents for my beloved friends.. hope they like it!!

lol.. false alarm.. today's tournament is for 'B' boys.. tml then is 'B' girls.. but also got training..

2005-02-13T00:25:00.000+08:00

Counting Crows - Accidentally In Love Lyrics

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love (x7)

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally (X 2)

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love

2005-02-12T19:03:00.000+08:00

haha.. went to watch himalaya singh this morning at 11.30am with kim and bro.. haha.. only 5 person paid to watch this movie.. then middle of the movie an uncle working there sitted down n watched.. got the last row wor.. coz i think we first 3 who bought the tickets.. haha..

ok, the show was funny.. i was laughing all the way.. but kim and bro wasnt.. haha.. kim even said lame all the way.. i admit that the storyline wasnt that good.. was quite confused of the whole story.. but it was funny alright.. coz some humour movie couldnt make me laugh that much.. should go catch that movie.. mayb not on weekends.. haha, mayb go clementi's threatre to watch.. 5 bucks only on weekdays.. =)

hoho.. tournament's on coming ~~monday~~ tuesday.. i MAY BE playing doubles.. well, shant pin much hope on it..

haha.. valentine day got ~~tournament~~ and chemistry test.. and got noone to celebrate with me.. haha.. nvm, it shall be my friendship day!! haha.. today after the movie went to shop for the exchange gift for valentine.. haha.. it's a surprise till that day!! wonder who will be so lucky to get my gift.. lol.. i think i went over the budget by abit, but nvm.. was happy too =)

happy valentine day everyone! if you are attached, enjoy the day with your loved ones!! singles fret not, coz there will be friends to spend the special day with!! yeah!! smuacKz

2005-01-17T19:54:00.000+08:00

i draw one.. =p

2005-01-16T14:26:00.000+08:00

wahaa.. i'm having fever from friday!! haha.. that afternoon i had sore throat le.. which is a pretty bad signal for me.. coz after sore throat it'll b fever..

anyway, chu er came back to school to meet us.. then she look so 'shuai'.. haha.. then she wore half fuhua uniform, half her current sch uniform.. pity her sia.. taking pure chem and physics.. and no A maths but taking POA[principle of accounting].. tough..

yeah.. fat panda bought me the pink big head doll from mu-ee.. so cute sia.. he bought one for himself too.. but i'm keeping it for the meantime!! muahahaha!! i got 2!!

then he took very good care of me when i'm having fever.. hee.. forcing me to drink the hot remedy.. haha.. thanx, fat panda!! hehe, so many things from him.. useful too.. arigato!

back to the topic on my fever.. yesterday afternoon when i measured with my thermometer it was 38.3 degree C.. then increasing gradually.. went to sleep early coz i cant tahan the effect of my med and the fever.. then at nite when i woke up from my sleep i measured again, 39.0 degree C.. thought it was the worse liao.. after some time i measured again it was 39.2 degree C.. was wondering if it's a high fever.. at the same time, my mind wasnt really consious.. was half awake n half asleep.. dunnoe is too tired or sick.. den was msging fat panda.. haha.. really touched sia.. smuackz..

this morning fat panda took off le.. sobz.. haha.. i'll jia you de k.. u too..

feeling quite sian this afternoon.. pretty sweaty.. haha, tell u all a disgusting stuff.. my mucus is greenish in colour and has blood clots in it.. haha.. too hot liao.. well, later going bugis to accompany my mum to shop for her new year clothes.. haha.. dun feel like going coz not shopping for mine.. =p

2005-01-05T20:11:00.000+08:00

cute animation!!

2004-12-30T11:12:00.000+08:00

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Lastly, thanks for everyone's donations. May god bless you. Please help to spread this message around as well.

2004-12-22T11:53:00.000+08:00

wahaa.. i got tummyache now!! 5th time since yesterday!! wahaa.. even went out of the mrt train at kranji to use the toilet on the way to woodlands..

haha.. yesterday dong zi!! winter solstice i tink.. took pics.. cant upload them now coz my com's down.. cant get it started.. stuck at the 'verifying xxxx pool data'.. haha.. last nite wrapped presents.. haha.. so funny.. odd shapes.. cant blame me.. coz the present itself so odd shape!!

jingle bells jingle bells..

good luck to ling jun for his finals.. haha.. scarly over liao..

2004-12-20T18:28:00.000+08:00

isn't this cute? superman!!

on saturday night, i chatted from about 11pm to 3am the next day.. wahaa.. then the consequence of this long usage of my com, my bro woke me up and told me there's a small explosion of my com.. haha.. i still went to sleep.. too tired..

then today my dad repaired the com, everyone thinking the whole com cant be used.. haha.. then only the speaker is spoilt..

today morning went to joanne house at 11am to use her com.. then she still having tuition.. waited for half an hour.. then my bro played computer games.. mum called me to meet her at je.. so i din even get to use the com.. -_-||..

went to meet mum wif my bro.. went to wait for shuttlebus.. loads of ppl there.. then when the bus came, everyone rushed forward.. there's a pregnant woman in the midst of the crowd.. wonder if she's ok.. nothing much to say liao.. o ya, stephen chow xing chi was there to publicise the movie "KungFu Hustle".. alright la.. lots of white hair =p dunnoe if they are real one.. then there's kungfu competition.. some are small juniors.. others are really power.. but my bro's only interested in the freebie.. the axe 'balloon'..

later in the night i'll be going to orchard wif chloe.. to buy xmas present for 2 friends we made from RV at the friendly match.. they bought presents for us liao.. so guilty..

2004-12-16T13:13:00.000+08:00

________________________Dun rush jumping into it if you are unclear, Jump only when you know what will happen and what to do when you are inside. Because once inside, it takes a lot to come out again, and you lose a lot each time. But when you are inside, believe in what you want and work for it. Nothing comes free and you'd only appreciate and cherish it more after you got it thru your own efforts._________________________

2004-12-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today went to grandparent's house.. pass them the vcd my bro lent.. haha.. den at the door met jiu mu and ling xing[my jiu mu's daughter who is my cousin].. wahaa.. she going to learn modelling.. =S jealous..

den there's a piano in the living room.. guess who does it belong to? my cousin!! who is juz 4/5 years old!! wahaa.. i dun even noe how to read beansprouts fast.. she also learnt ballet.. my god..

haha.. den saw my youngest cousin.. presently 3 months old.. so kawaii!! baby fats!! wahaa.. the cheek so bubbly that it look heavy.. drooping down one!! so kawaii.. den she will stare at u for a long time de.. then dunnoe for what reason smile happily de.. wahaa.. cute!! den always vomit milk.. keke.. i really want a baby!! perhaps adopt one if i'm still not married when i'm old.. haha.. babies r real cute! but when they start to talk they r troublesome.. proven..

den my 2nd youngest cousin who is a brother of that cute baby, woke up when me n my bro r goin home.. so cute too!! when i sent flying kiss to him, he used both hands to cover his mouth.. lol..

took bus 165 back to clementi.. went direct to Community Centre.. changed into spagetti & track pants and went for yoga class.. bro went to use com.. that teacher's late..

then she arrived.. lesson started.. ok, i'm the youngest juz as expected.. wow, surprisingly there's 2 male grownups in this class.. ok.. real GROWNUPS.. then today's lesson's more on letting us know what's yoga and do some breathing, stretching and relaxing our muscles.. real relaxing.. although her pronounciation i cant really understand so quickly..

haiz.. i'm waiting for someone n someone else told me he's waiting for me.. cant think properly now..

2004-12-15T14:14:00.000+08:00

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

_dido's white flag_

2004-12-13T21:49:00.000+08:00

feeling so sad now.. haiz.. but i'll be strong enough bah.. juz cry here and there lor..

stupid NoDa deduct my pay.. say what i din work for 6 months.. so from $4 per hour to $3 per hour.. juz because i told them i'm working till 22th dec only.. WTF.. great.. now everyting's gone... pay's deducted, there's no work, and no love.. yet someone doesnt know.. haiz.. sadded la..

are promises supposed to be broken? who said that he will not leave me unless i leave him? haiz.. but i'll still wait for u..

today i hav great progress about dieting.. yeah.. ate a few fries and sips of coke for breakfast+lunch.. then had lolipop,some sour prunes and apple pie for dinner.. thanx hui kim and jia min and bro for accompanying me the whole afternoon.. something which can keep me away from thinking about the sad news this morning..

now i'm watching the news.. eww, there's someone in korea who killed twenty plus people.. and he still claimed that he loves human meat.. gross.. earlier on, there's this news about a s'porean couple who went for 'belated' honeymoon in new zealand.. both of them are teachers.. one at np i guess.. then they rented this van and got into an accident.. both of them died..

haiz.. what's this world going round to be? ar har! i should publicise my preference here!! listen! when i'm dead, i wanna all my organs which can be donated to be donated!! haha.. good huh? that person will hav perfect eyesight too.. muahaha.. i'm crazy..

yes.. today there's so many stuff striked off from my wishlist.. most of them are impossible ones.. i bought that white hp strap!! haha.. the same one gone with my hp which is stolen.. admit i'm v sentimental or faithful on things.. in the end still decided the same colour for that strap.. white.. haha..

2004-12-02T01:37:00.000+08:00

yeah, taufik won.. voted for him.. haha.. cost me 50 cents.. ok, but i think oli is the best!..

jun's ah ma's hospitalised.. hope she's ok..

argh.. having bad days recently.. fish died, hairband broke.. hmm.. and now i'm broke.. muahhaaa..

i'm crazy now, hahahaha....... so tired recently.. wanna collapse and not face anything..

going to chalet on 3-6 dec.. wun be updating bah.. till then, tata!

2004-11-30T22:43:00.000+08:00

boohoo.. 1 of my goldfish is dead.. think is the one i named 'da bian'[shit].. wahaa, this morning my bro woke me up and told me that one of my fish died.. but i thought i'm dreaming and went back to sleep.. then 11am then wake up.. the fish is for real dead.. then went to scoop it up and flush it down the toilet bowl.. dun blame me!! i dunno how to discard it.. =X

tml's my sis bdae.. so went to bugis to buy something for her and a very belated gift for hui kim.. bought a shirt with david, jia meng, wei qiang for kim.. then bought another shirt from pure milk for her.. she's complaining of shortage of clothes to wear long ago.. actually want to buy her a handbag de.. but since our house got lots of bag le..

Happy birthday to my jie jie!! *smuackz*

2004-11-29T21:54:00.000+08:00

went to work on fri mon.. that edmund's late.. argh.. and the pay is from 6 bucks/hour to 4 bucks/hour.. wahaa.. say wat misunderstanding.. then the job is about painting ceramic things done by primary kids.. some v nice.. *clap*.. then v interested in this stuff since young.. being someone that does pottery is one of my ambition!! wohoo.. work till 5pm

after that went to west mall to cut my hair.. want to change hairstyle.. cost me 26 bucks.. length and stuff wahaa.. but quite nice..

then chu er want to extend her hair.. so went to far east plaza.. the shop karin recommend has closed.. so we went to other shops.. then found this salon.. then go extend hair.. then went her house stay overnight again..

today went to table tennis training at jurong east sports complex.. ok, saw my ex there.. and his mum.. haha.. then cont to play.. small corner of the sports hall.. mr lai sit there stone.. haha.. then suddenly he disappear.. thought he go where.. he went to buy drinks for us.. good good..

then went to change and go meet jia meng with chu er.. took some neoprints.. will upload the pics someday later..

to loyal readers, i've updated.. =p

2004-11-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

garfield comic strip

hee..

2004-11-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

yeah.. spotted the earring that some stupid teacher confiscate during bio exam! &#Y$#@.. ok, haha.. but 90cents expensiver.. =(.. at ice lemon tee.. wohooo.. dear, happy mah

my oily romeo leh? *calling Big Fat Panda...*

2004-11-21T21:18:00.000+08:00

wahaa.. even after more than 24 hours, i still can't accept the fact that Olinda is eliminated.. she's so powerful.. i expect her to win the S'pore Idol.. what happened? as for slyvester, i need to voice out my opinion.. look at all the slyvester's fan.. they are all young little girls (some are younger than me for sure).. they just go *gaga or yaya* at the sight of sly's smile.. what the heck.. what's happening.. he's good alright.. but as all the judge had said, he can't sing properly.. in every aspect(except for the *gaga* part), he's no match for Olinda's powerful voice.. at least taufik can sing better.. Olinda's fans consist of mature thinking adults leh.. haiz.. excluding me la.. well, could only be sad over it..

2004-11-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

heh heh.. i went to sign up for the yoga classes le!! wohoo.. at clementi cc.. haha.. *fear all are bigger than me* =X

commencing at 15 dec.. which i tink is quite late.. every wed and sunday.. 12 sessions.. that means 6 weeks.. which means it will extend to january.. hmm..

2004-11-16T18:25:00.000+08:00

back from a trip to town for catching "TAXI" the movie.. lol.. there's xiaohanmeimei, emily, sien wei, sien wei's friend, sien wei & david's friend[bryan].. before that went to eat at some jap restaurant.. ordered the unagi dunnoe wat.. lol.. then went to take neoprints.. 6 person.. then took a strip of small photos.. duh..

then bryan's bro popped up too.. went for the movie..

ok, it's funny.. i did laugh wholeheartedly.. but at some parts, i wonder why everyone is laughing.. lol..

happy 15th birthday to jacklyn!! can get IC le!

2004-11-15T20:13:00.000+08:00

haha.. today went to buy ice-cream from NTUC.. then when i was queueing up with my bro, he pointed at the rows of condoms and asked me if they are new brand of sweets.. -__-||.. haha.. then i stoned.. i said when you grow up you will know de.. then he insisted i tell him.. then i told him it's use when one girl and boy that one.. haha.. then he say like underwear ah? then i dont know how to reply le then i say something like that..

then i went to indian shop to buy hanna tube.. hee..

here's my hand when i applied it [before]:

i also went to draw on my brother's arm.. haha..:

my huge garfield hugable:

after:

2004-11-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

isn't this cute? lol. i have to admit i'm a panda to get this from the BIG FAT GIGANTIC PANDA a.k.a ling jun.. hee.. fat fat round round de!!

2004-11-12T21:06:00.000+08:00

i shall let this entry be a good venting object for me!..

argh.. today got a maths re-test.. mr chong wrote on the whiteboard that it is on 8am.. then the other classes says it's 9.50..

then i went and asked my friend for mr chong's no.. then i msg him to ask him the time.. he replied me "8am".. ok, so i happily think it's 8am..

went to school earlier to study for the test.. jun feng, li yi already there.. ashley and denise came.. ok, now this is the period of time when i felt like a fool.. 8am has passed and that chong still is not here.. bloody hell, told me 8am but it's 9.50am.. asked ashley my doubts.. played with phone's ringtones.. chit chatted.. called mr chong several times but no answer.. bloody shit, avoiding me?

went to canteen at 9.50.. then waited for a while.. mr go told us to take the test at study area.. moved all the chairs.. paper then started at 10.17.. lol.. my phone kept vibrating throughout the exam.. then i damn pissed, off-ed it..

ok, i think i got ±25marks gone.. great teacher mr chong didn't even revise much with us.. bloody chong u made me mad!! just because you this damn teacher cheated lots of us!.. i wasnt that mad that you did not teach us well.. i thought it was partly our fault. but bloody crap, it was you all along! stinky humongous piece of shit..

felt so damn paiseh when our class has the biggest number of people retaking the exam.. no wonder that great chong didnt come.. bloody coward!! argh.

CARTESIAN PLANE totally shows that "Andrew Chong Sucks Totally"

2004-11-11T14:29:00.000+08:00

found this mtv accidentally.. haha.. jun jie's [jiu shi wo].. however, needs quite a period of time to load..

2004-11-11T09:54:00.000+08:00

_9 nov tuesday*__
haha.. went to eat lunch with chu er and her mum at balestier shopping center there.. then it's raining.. her mum wants to go the opposite building's bank.. because i'm sick, her mum insist i stay put.. lol.. then i waited and waited.. suddenly felt giddy.. squatted down.. saw them coming.. then i stood up.. still dizzy.. and about to faint.. held on to chu er and told her i'm dizzy.. at first she don't believe, but when she saw my pale lips, she was frightened.. then i was sort of dragged along.. they went to the mac, sat at a table with a auntie.. then the female security guard came too.. asked me questions, whether i slept enough anot.. lol.. so paiseh.. then ate prawn deluxe and drank hot milo.. then ok le.. her mum and that auntie discussing why i faint.. -_-||.. then say i no nutrient unlike chu er.. of coz la =X.... haha..

then i ok le they went to ntuc to buy groceries.. bought lots of stuff.. 8 packets of Mochi ice-cream, a few bags of potato chips, 4 bottles of sauces, etc.. the whole trolley full too.. haha.. then her mum drove to the market to pack "zha cai fan" home.. i waited in the car.. haiz.. chu er bought all the stuff i dont eat.. sotong, a kind of vegetable, pork.. with curry.. argh. haha.. then mian qiang ate a few mouthful.. then felt full.. cannot le..

then around 7pm went to take bus home.. the system also very profound.. got IN and OUT de.. wahaa.. luckily persuaded chu er to accompany me take bus to novena mrt.. haha.. the journey is quite long.. then along the way there's lots of shops selling lights.. i like those rattan round shapes de.. nice nice.. hee.. next time my house shall be either retro or castle-like.. yeah~

then took mrt to city hall.. blur blur went opp, watited for 5 mins and took train towards pasir ris.. thought it's the right way.. my god.. am i too tired? then only realised at kallang.. blur enough? then sian lor.. went opp and took train back.. luckily that train has arrived too..

went home to eat dinner..

my fish is so cute, they passed motion as they eat the fish food!!

_10 nov wednesday*__
brought digital camera to school.. coz it's the last day of the headstart programme.. dunno when will be able to see form teacher and bio teacher again.. then at eng lesson we sort of 'celebrate'.. took lots of photos.. haha, everyone fished out their camera phone and started taking pics of the teachers.. hee.. those interested can visit: this website

then went home and changed.. wanted to go swimming.. but raining.. went to bathed.. then rain stopped.. met jia meng and went to jurong east swimming complex.. lol.. and changed.. then met hui wen and maggie.. went to rent 2 floats and headed to lazy pool.. next, went to the wave pool.. haha.. struggled to get in the float against the current.. then the jacuzzi pool, then hui wen dragged me to play the yellow slide.. argh. *frightened*... then slided down.. fast.. then went to the pool and let maggie teach me swim.. haha.. i still dunno how to kick the frog style! the whole body cant coordinate also.. then jia min and i went to play the pink slide.. took float along.. was quite slow.. i was swirling and turning inside the slide.. lol.. preparing a deep breath for landing.. haha.. luckily didn't capsize.. went lazy pool again.. then changed and ate kfc for dinner.. all calories shred are added back again.. now my shoulder are sore..

_+happy deepavalli!+__

2004-11-08T20:41:00.000+08:00

i'm now blogging this while i'm at chu er house.. haha.. went to her house and hang around with her house's cool modern gadgets.. wonder how many remote control does she have now.. then played with her XBox till 7!! my god.. then wanted to head home.. but too late le.. den called home asked for permission to stay at her house.. ya.. so now here i m in her house blogging this..

tml still got sch.. wonder if i can wake up and wake her up too.. btw, i juz bathed! jacuzzi man.. envy? lol..

argh. there's chi homework today.. yet i din bring the ws today.. so i cant do it now!! and that chi teacher is so damn strict.. i'm abit late today.. and she warned all those who r late today not to b late tomorrow! am i going to die? argh.. *collapse*.. hope i can find a way to do all that stuff.. mayb by memory..

_added*__
decided to get a MC for tomorrow for the 1st time in the whole year.. coz i'm really sick.. i swear k.. down with flu.. feels so stuffed.. and think got fever.. asked papa for permission again.. and he said ok.. wohoo..

.:.: retest :.:.

2004-11-06T20:45:00.000+08:00

humph.. gotta go take a maths retest.. and it's guaranteed.. lol.. who would not take a retest when she gets only 13marks for a 80marks End Of Year Exam? haiz.. i must not fail the retest again!
haiz.. a maths really trigger my brain man..

i want to learn yoga!! argh. cant find ppl to accompany.. haiz.. worse come to worse i juz go on my own..

there's an open house today.. of my school of coz.. haha.. ya ya dear, i cut the ribbon.. lol.. then i actually meeting chu er at 10am de.. then i it suddenly struck my mind this morning at around 9am.. she must be waken up!! argh. that old habit of hers.. then call her hp, & as expected, no answer.. lol.. then i decided to hang around at home first.. then in the end i went to school by myself.. i suspect the bus i boarded did not turn on air-con!! so hot & stuffy.. argh.. stingy.. then saw balloons tied to the fence.. looks grand.. but not! haha. then went to the sci department.. offered to help physics teacher.. then i in charge of the "fishy business".. haha.. let ppl scoop fish up.. but of coz, there's condition applied.. the ppl muz wear eyebatch and catch.. no limited time but max 2 fishes.. and of coz, i scoop 2 goldfish first.. haha..

then went to table tennis booth in the canteen, quite 'deserted'.. only fuhua students playing there.. then i went to eat wanton mee for lunch.. then sat on the bench and tok.. chased edmund coz he walked off, leaving serene crying.. not sure wat's happening though.. but shant comment.. haha.. my poor fishes, they muz hav suffered from concusion..

then went home by mrt.. haha.. to pei chu er & joflin.. chu er took 3 fishes to hong her cousins.. but she found it troublesome carrying them.. put them into bottle.. my god.. then one fish dropped to the grass.. haha.. i'm the one who picked it up.. chu er scared of fish!! lol.. she tot they will bite her with their small mouth.. so cute!

in the end she gave me her fishes.. -_-ll.. now i got 5!.. 4 of the same kind and 1 diff one.. that 1 diff one is real jumpy.. alot of ppl catch tt fish the fish jump jump jump.. haha.. jumped out of tank three times.. twice on the floor.. once on the table behind the tank.. so hard to reach it.. panic.. then take the cup fill with water then push forward the table.. caught the fish when it falls.. heng..

.:.: got my ic! :.:.

2004-11-04T20:32:00.000+08:00

yeah~ i got my IC.. however, because i lost the collection slip, i have to write something dumb..:

"I,Lye Bao Ling, of class 3C, certified that i've lost my IC collection slip. Please kindly allow me to collect my IC.
NRIC no.:S******** "

argh.. so troublesome.. just because i am careless! hee~ XD

hmm.. now trying to find somebody hopefully to pei me go learn yoga.. what i fear is that i'll be the youngest there too.. or mayb the worse.. then that teacher may just kick me out like everyone will do this few days. argh. haha.. i'm getting persimistic.. NEGATIVE!
dear, i miss you alot! 52 days more to go! haha. miss that oily face of yours!! come home quick!! wohoo!!

.:.: not working :..:.

2004-11-02T15:02:00.000+08:00

i'm not working! argh. good.. i shall find other jobs with better salary.. or mayb take up yoga lessons.. what kind of sarcarsm did she hav when she say "i dun wan those who work for a period of time only. i wan at the most half a yr. ok? thank you." then i hang her phone. argh.

must be more determined to save money now.. anyway, even my dad says the pay's low.. any job to intro, anyone?

not working is also not a bad thing.. at least i can attend all outings.. yeah~ no need to put up a fake mask. "the smiling face".. damn.. "i'm dark so i look fierce". what the hell does it matters my complexion.. being dark is no good?

forgotten to take IC..

haha.. den i called dad at school to meet him up for lunch.. no need spend money!! haha.. den he told me that's a package from US for me.. then i ask him from my bf ah? haha.. he said think so.. so happy..

den met pa at clementi interchange.. went to hawker centre to eat porridge.. yum yum.. den went home after he paid bills by the AXS machine..

when i was walking outside the NTUC fairprice, my pa told me i almost got hit by the orange carrot nose of the snowman outside the fairprice.. lol.. didnt even noticed it..

then went home, opened up the package.. lol.. dear used my photo as postcard!! argh.. haha.. then inside the package also got one squashed box of menstrual relief pills.. lol.. actually when i read the exterior of the package i already know what's inside le.. so funny.. what will the postman think when he reads the 3 words.. "menstrual relief pills".. haha.. thanx dear.. haha.. hope i would scream in pain when i have these.. *winks*..

lol.. during the combined humanes lesson, we started talkin about the new show "ren wo ao you[The Champion].. then we girls started commenting on fiona's big boobs.. haha.. esp yesterday's episode.. when she juz dived, her boobs like squash together in the middle.. then the teacher Ms Ong started saying she got put pads at the side so that it will become bigger.. that's why her boobs abit exaggerating.. lol.. sensitive topic though..

.:.: what does cleaning up your cupboard brings? :.:.

2004-11-01T17:26:00.000+08:00

last nite i took out drawers by drawers frm my cupboard.. to tidy up and meanwhile search for some coupons for my bro..

felt very good and obedient coz yesterday's afternoon i tidied up my study table also..

haha.. when i was tidying up the first drawer, i saw the slip of paper which is required to collect my IC from sch office.. i placed it aside.. and of coz, there's lots of trash..

i put all my trash on the floor while i tidied up first.. then i gathered all of them and put them in a plastic bag..
then i went to put the bag in the rubbish bin..

today i went to sch coz there's still lessons for sec3 express & sec4 NA [headstart program].. then i realised that i forgot where i placed that paper..

today's timetable: chinese, elementary maths, chemistry, physics.. each lesson 1 hr.. frm 8am-12.30pm.. chemistry & physics we went to lab for practical.. quite fun..

after physics, i went to meet my pa at sch gate to go purchase the books for next year.. i was perspiring all the way.. coz it's a humid day.. then bought the books we went to eat lunch at Coffee United.. we both ate ban mian.. there's lots of mian.. haha.. maybe because i keep drinking the soup? too yummy le.. lol.. then saw alot of fuhua students.. then eat halfway saw jia min & emily.. then i called out to jia min coz hui kim is looking for her quite frantically.. then very funny.. she asked if my pa is my pa.. then i nod lor.. then she call my pa uncle.. the funniest part is that she keep saying "baoling hen guai, baoling hen guai" to my pa.. haha, as expected, my pa kept smiling.. haha.. not noticing that he has a small bit of egg near his right lip.. lol.. my pa is so cute

haiz.. recently he is coughing quite often.. told him not to smoke so often le.. then he say if he dont smoke then cough de.. OMG..

haha.. cant catch what rubbish i'm talking about? k la.. today i when i reach home i cant find that piece of paper.. and i suspect i've thrown it away with that big of rubbish.. oh well..

then another issue.. this morning i finally knew why i've not been receiving schedule lately.. kris called me this morning at 7.30am when i was still at home.. she told me she cant go to sch coz she have stomachache.. then she told me that agnes didnt give me any schedule coz i told her i will be working till 22 dec only.. agnes told kris that she dislike this kind of people.. WTF.. and for those who was wondering why i told agnes that i will be working till 22 dec when i said in previous blog that i have already told her, here's what.. i msged her before i started working, she said she didnt receive coz her hp is spoilt.. nvm.. after a few weeks, kris called agnes to tell her schedule.. before that, kris called me to tell me.. then i told her that i wanted to work till 22 dec only.. then i happily think i was goin to work till 22 dec only.. and a week ago, kris then told me that i didnt told her to tell agnes that i was goin to work till 22 dec only.. alright, shant blame kris..

but what really pissed me off is that,
firstly, i have already msged her even i started working.
secondly, i have already told kris to tell her.
thirdly, i told her in advance so that she can arrange the schedule properly.
fourthly, i'm not FULL-TIME worker! for goodness sake, i'm being employed as a PART-TIME worker! i didnt get a monthly salary! i only got 4 bucks per hour! for goodness sake! and all your employees sucks. sorry to tell you that.
fifthly, it's 22 dec! not 22 nov! what the hell does it matters now? and please, 22 dec is near sch opening. and by the way, i got table-tennis camp from 22-24th dec k..
sixthly[is there a word like tis?], kris is considering job-hopping to waitress.. coz there's more pay.. and i stupidly thought i would stay with NoDa.. and what the hell did i deserve now.. just because kris did not tell her? and i told her that i would be working till 22 dec only? it's not that christmas i would work. christmas i'm free.. but the other days no!..

however, despite all this, i am considering if i should call her and explain to her what i really mean and if neccessary, what she really mean and want.. but what my darl said, within this 6 days that i've worked, i have had enough.. but what i earned this 6 days cant cover what i've spent since i got a ATM card.. sinful..

i have decided. tomorrow i shall call her. if she wants me to work those days, i'm not going to give in[i hope?]. if not, i shall party my holidays away. argh. made my day worse!
and agnes, if you happen to see this, i hope you can damn well be disappointed by yourself. what's wrong and what's right? and the salesgirls you are recuiting lately is getting worse. *vomits* you made me sick. argh.

.:.: new principal :.:.

2004-10-30T09:49:00.000+08:00

for those who hasnt receive the news or read the news on papers/tv, fuhua's principal, Mr Ong, is leaving the sch by end of tis year.. to Nan Chiau High School.. aww, my principal is leaving..

only on yesterday did i found out that my new principal will be the one of New Town Secondary School(my sis former school), Mdm Oon[or someting like that, who cares].. at that moment i was like so damn disappointed.. a female principal.. and not a good one.. heard that she is very prejudiced against girls.. she's strict.. everything.. my dad even says Mr Ong is very good.. he cares about the students, believes in them, and treat all of them equally.. while his opinion on that female principal is that she is very suspicious about her students.. dont believe in them.. argh, anyway, my dad consoled me by saying i only have one year to go under her..

finally chu er went to school yesterday.. haha.. apparently late again.. when i see her i went out of the class, free period, music teacher din come.. hee.. hug her till i cry.. miss her very much.. miss that chubby face of hers.. haha.. the most amusing part of her is that her finger nails are white.. lol.. she moved house from jurong west to whompoa[something like tis], den she hav to take bus to novena, den take the train and change train to lakeside.. and from lakeside, she still have to walk to the school.. abt 2 hours journey.. haha.. MISS HER VERY MUCH!!

argh, kris din come to sch.. and we hav to clear our books under the table.. den she's like leaving the stuff for me to clear.. a table-full lor.. so pissed.. she even left her pencil case there.. WTF.. then i say the teachers will throw away, guess what's her answer? "they wouldnt throw away one, they throw i complain".. wah lau, the teachers already informed us to clear the table days ago le lor.. she v pro.. one week go one day.. no need go to school she den go.. she said she cant go collect aft sch coz she got to work at 2pm.. WTF.. damn unhappy about this attitude of hers.. so clearing of her books is also my responsibility? k lor.. got to carry the pile of books and carry my own bag of books to the new classroom.. if they got to use it too, it's none of my business.. argh..

den she went to my house after assembly[farewell 'party' for mr ong], haha.. my dad went to buy chicken rice for me.. den he also bought char siew rice.. haha.. he even served her.. she like very pai seh and touched.. let her used my computer.. haha.. wrote her 3-4 testimonials at a go.. hee.. still has lots though..

around 3.15pm went out of the house with chu er.. met joanne downstairs.. went to westmall with her.. while chu er continues her long journey to novena.. poor sweetheart.. haha.. ate prawn deluxe meal at mac.. nice nice.. lol.. wanna try mah, dont say i big appetite.. den i ate a few fries den passed it to joanne le.. den we discussed about what high metabolism rate has to do with the size of a person.. den window-shopped.. wanted to buy so many tings for dear de.. but haiz, no money le.. went home at around six..

.:.: i've improved! :.:.

2004-10-28T16:54:00.000+08:00

yup.. i hav improved quite alot.. during mid yr, i failed 3 subjects.. comb humanes, add & elementary maths.. now only got fail comb humanes n additional maths.. wohoo.. n my e maths got B!! yeah.. but den additional maths got F9 as usual, but my comb humanes frm F9 to E to D!! however, my class position has dropped.. frm 21/44 to 29/44.. argh.. was quite disappointing though.. den my bio got a C6 and my comb sci got C5.. haiz.. muz improve.. as usual, i got a A1 for my chinese.. B4 for my eng..

haha.. den i was so ji dong when kris's conduct was v gd while mine was gd only.. argh.. wat's e meaning man.. my attendence is full wor.. argh.. i wonder if i got so many demerit points..

at least my L1R5 & L1R4 improved.. but i still managed to get in poly only.. n borderline.. my god.. m i goin to get into ITE?

den today heard the news of my form teacher goin to shanghai wif her husband as her husband is goin to b a lecturer there.. so she wun b able to teach us nxt yr.. was so sad..

bio teacher also leaving.. goin for australia for further studies..

so damn sad.. it's like everyone's leaving me.. =( .. chu er moved hs already, and tink she wun b coming to sch already.. haiz.. n my dear is overseas now.. *sniffs*

den e class T-shirt.. majority chose black.. well, it's a damn common colour for class tee already.. cant you guys get creative or outstanding? n not only it's common, it's a gd absorber of heat! argh.. was quite sad that most of them cant accept my design.. well, spent lots of time drawing the guy.. but nvm, i like can le..

den nowadays alot of ppl is so damn pissed wif one person who spent the whole day toking abt her other half.. well, i was thinking who would be so interested to know what both of you did? and it's supposed to be sweet stuff between you n him.. that makes the whole event more meaningful for you n him.. well, you can share your happiness with some.. but not like the whole class? shant comment on it anymore..

wohoo.. going to b sec 4! doomsday coming soon.. argh.. how am i going to die in 'O's? *stressed*

haha.. the interesting is that so of us has already started thinkin wat to wear during the prom night.. haha.. which was much more distant than the big exam itself..

i taught my brother maths last nite under mum's pressence(else he wun listen).. at first using the verbal presentation.. he doesnt understand.. so i took candies n cotton buds.. the qn says 10 cats n 6 dogs weigh 120 kg.. 1 cat n 2 dogs weigh 20kg.. how much is one dog.. den i use the candies as the cats n the buds as dogs.. den i tell him to get grps of 2 candies out.. etc.. this method is taught to me by my dad.. haha.. den my mum say really ah.. den i say u teach like 2 buns=$1.40, how to find e cost of 1 bun.. well, their method of teaching so interesting..

like my darl, my appetite has increased abit.. lol.. die.. n i din exercise much wor.. *shakes head*

dunnoe what happen to my schedule though.. din work since sunday liao.. hmm..

.:.:new blog again:.:.

2004-10-16T12:08:00.000+08:00

lol.. i keep changing blog huh? coz i like tis skin v much.. den only can hav blogspot to apply it..